Forever And Always

Chapter 7: Shouldn't Have Fallen

I headed home from the school. The smell of rain was in the air and you could tell it wasn't going to be a light rain. This day was a total bust. I never knew I could feel so heartbroken over someone I've barely known. His facial expression kept coming back into my mind. I just want to know why. Why couldn't he just reason with her? Why couldn't he have just picked me? "Obviously it's because you're ugly, and fat, and defiantly not a cheerleader", I thought to myself. I have very low self esteem as it is. Let's just say, this didn't help it one bit.

I felt a raindrop trickle down from the sky. Now I could cry. No one could tell when it's raining. I walked a little faster, trying not to get to wet, however, the house was still a long ways. Tears from the sky, started coming down harder and harder. It almost felt as if the clouds were crying with me. My chocolate brown hair, was now dark brown. My clothes were soaked, and most of all, I was alone. I was crying, breathing heavily. I just wanted to die. Right here, right now. Not like it'll matter to most people.

I saw headlights appear from over the hill. It slowed down as it got closer to me. Okay, this felt like it'd be a rape or kidnap scene from a movie. I quickly crossed my arms in front of my chest, and walked faster. I knew the car was still following me. A bolt of lightning crashed causing a blinding ray of light to stop me from walking anymore.

"You just going to stand there, or are you going to get in?", the voice said. There he was. Looking as handsome as ever. James.

"Why should I? Not like you care about me anyway".

"Samantha...", he said with a sigh and put his face in his hands, rubbing his eyes, "I do care about you. It's just I really like her. I don't want to loose her". That hurt.

"There you go. You got what you wanted", I whispered back as I continued to walking.

"God dammit", James mumbled under his breath, getting out of the car and into the thunderstorm. "Sam, I want you in my life. I do care about you. A lot. I'm the happiest when I'm with you. Can't you see that?"

"Not since today", I said, snapping myself back to face him. "I trusted you. You were the only one I trusted with my problems.", I yelled back at him. The thunder roared.

"Just get in the car so we can talk about this!", he yelled back. I shook my head and started walking again. I was so mad. I felt him grab my arm and turn me towards him. Once again, I could feel his breath on my face. He was panting, from all the yelling. His shaggy, brown hair was dripping with water onto his face. I could see his breath coming out of his mouth. "You want to know the truth, Samantha. Here's the truth. You're everything to me and I've only known you for a few weeks! If I lost you I don't know what I'd do, but maybe I already did loose you... I'll do anything to make it up to you. You should've listened to what I had to say back at the school. I was going to tell everyone I choose you. If my girlfriend doesn't like my friends then maybe we're not suppose to be together", he told me.

"So you..?", I asked.

"Broke up with her? Yes. Because you're my best friend and I just...", he came closer and put his hands on my hips, " I can't loose you. I didn't want this. I just want you...". He said as he stared into my eyes. I looked back up at him and saw him slowly lean in. I closed my eyes as I felt his lips connect with mine. I felt the fireworks that everyone talks about. I felt the electricity. I felt... love. I opened my eyes as we pulled away. The rain was still pouring as we stood there, shocked...

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