i miss you ;; joshler

Part 12

tyler
Josh. This simple four lettered word has ruined every day this week for me and there's only been three!

I stormed out of bio today because he got pissed at me for being pissed at him, like if he didn't do something wrong in the first place there wouldn't even be a problem.

I quickly pull my phone out of my pocket and text Melanie to meet me in the bathroom. She responds pretty much straight away and before I knew it she was standing in front of me, both me and her locked in the schools disabled toilet.

"Mel, I can't do it anymore" I quietly sob to her.

"Ty, everything will be okay. I'm going to call your mom and tell her you need to  leave." Melanie grabs her phone from her pocket and all I can hear as she exits is "hi, Kelly?"

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Before I knew it was home and in the warmth of my bed. I've had my earphones in blasting my music for the past I don't even know how many hours. It's dark outside now and Melanie has been texting me all afternoon asking if I'm okay. I honestly don't know what I would do without her, she's great.

I can't get josh off my mind though. That asshole ruined my day and now he's ruining my head.

Somehow I managed to slowly fall asleep to the thought of the happy memories I had with josh.

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josh pov
do I regret being a dick to tyler? yes. he's all that's been on mind since he stormed out on me. i've been contemplating whether I should call him or not ever since i got home from school, my phone has been sitting in my hand for the past ten minutes. I try to call him and he doesn't answer. I try again, and again and still no answer. By this point I'm starting to get worried. I message Melanie over Facebook considering I don't have her number.

Josh Dun:
Hi Melanie, I was just wondering if you could call ty to see if he'll answer your call. He won't answer mine and I was just wondering if it was bc it's me calling or if somethings wrong.

Melanie Martinez:
Lol hi, um im not sure why i should be doing anything for you bc you're an ass wipe but considering it's for Tyler's well being I will.

Josh Dun:
Thanks.

Melanie Martinez:
He won't answer my calls either. Maybe you should go check on him, I'm busy :/

Josh Dun:
Will do, thankyou :)

I quickly throw on a jumper that I had lying on the floor and slip on my slides before heading out to my car. I speed to Tyler's house and by the time I get there it's dark, the only source of light within his whole house is his bedroom. I jog up to the front door and ring the doorbell. No one answers so I assume he's the only one home. I slightly open the door and poke my head in.
"Hello?" I say. No answer.
I invite myself in and close the door behind me. I go upstairs and the faint tune of green day "Oh Love" seeps through the crack of the lightly lit room. I follow the music and look through the small slit of the door, on the other side is a gracefully sleeping tyler. His hoodie pulled over his head, earphones in with his music up all the way and his mouth slightly opened with a drool stain trailing from his mouth to the edge of the pillow.

If I'm being completely honest I don't think I've ever seen such a beautiful sight. I slowly open the door, wincing with every creak. When the door is opened just enough for me to squeeze through I make my way into his room and sit softly on his bed. I tap him and he just groans softly, a sign for me to leave him alone. I tap him once more and he groans again before jumping in fright at the sudden unexpected gesture. He pulls his earphones out and rubs his eyes.
"What the fuck are you doing here!"
"Well you weren't answering my calls so I got worried"
"Yeah, because i was napping?"
"Yeah, I um I noticed"
"Ok...so you can leave now?"
"Look, tyler I want to apologise. I was-am I am an asshole and I want you to know I'm sorry. I really am. You're the best thing that's happened to me in a real long time and I don't want to lose you. Please forgive me for being such a brat."
"Well fuck I wasn't expecting that. Um, I guess, josh, but if you fuck up one more time that's it. I'm sick of being let down by people I  think I can trust."
"Of course ty, I'm sorry"

I grab tyler by the waist and pull him down onto me. I kiss him. His lips, his god damn lips feel so good on mine. I've missed them so much. I've missed him so much. I detatch my lips from his and close my eyes. I slowly fall asleep to the soft rhythm of Tyler's breathing on my neck and his warmth wrapped around me and realise that this is all I've ever wanted .