"Can you slow down a little?"
Bonnie was fidgeting in her seat. His fast pace was making her even more nervous. Zion glanced at the passenger seat next to him. He knew she was going to show a little discomfort ever since she told him she was a virgin yesterday. But she looked as if he was about to take her to her own grave.
"Calm down, Stewart. You wanted this." He said, stopping at a red light. They were on their way to his mansion. It has been a long day at work and he wanted to do nothing more than just sleep. But of course her ovulation is tomorrow.
Bonnie glanced out of the window. She's never been around this area of Penta. It was the richest suburb here, but she didn't live here. She liked it humble and lived in a one bedroom apartment downtown. It was small and more than enough for her. Of course once the baby's crawling, she'll move.
"Stewart?"
"What?" She snapped at him.
"I can still drive you home. It is not too late." He said, softly enough to almost make her believe he meant it. But Bonnie knew better."Just keep driving." She shook her head and looked away from Zion again. What he didn't know was that Bonnie has always been afraid of having sex.
Those sex ed videos that were shown at school, caused her that phobia. As for giving birth, she was ready for a caesarean. And even though it was not the smartest decision of her, she was sure she really didn't want to have sex ever.
"You know once we get to my place." Zion started, trying it again upon seeing her trembling body. Bonnie looked at him.
"We are going to have sex and I will not have mercy. Any other guy would, but trust me I won't. This is after all something you wanted, not me. But now that I think of it, I might be able to get my revenge tonight." He finished.
Bonnie gulped, knowing he was just trying to change her mind. But she also knew he could totally hurt her tonight. In a way she never wanted anybody to. Her first time would be with this brute and he was going to take it like one.
"I can't believe you planned on giving birth to a child without having sex before. As if you were virgin Mary." Zion snorted.
"But you know the difference between you and virgin Mary?" He glanced at her, but Bonnie didn't offer any answer, so he continued."She got her baby from an angel, didn't she? Whereas you will get impregnated by- what is it that you people like to call me?" The beast, she silently thought.
"Damn it, Stewart. You're not ready, just say it." Zion exploded, loosing his cool.
"Stop trying to talk me out of it. Yes, maybe I'm scared. But the result of what we're about to do is motivation enough for me." Bonnie snapped at the impossible man next to her. She couldn't believe he was still trying."Don't say I didn't warn you." Despite his anger, Zion admired her courage. He didn't like her, but her confidence and her courage were definitely attractive characteristics in a woman.
It was quiet for the rest of the drive. When Zion finally parked in his garage, he took a glance at Bonnie. Nothing changed, she still looked scared shitless. But he refrained from commenting again. He knew it did not help them at all. In fact, he was just getting even more tired.
When he stepped out of his car and she did not follow immediately, he rounded the car and opened her door.
"Don't tell me you wanna do it in the car." He teased and she seemed to zone back into reality as she rolled her eyes and climbed out to join his side.They quietly walked towards his door and he fumbled with the keys before pushing the wooden door wide open. He was gentleman enough to let her walk in first and closed the door right after he followed.
"If you want a drink, the kitchen is this way. Do make it quick because I want this day to be over as soon as possible." Why did it not surprise him when he saw Bonnie walk into the direction of the kitchen as soon as he pointed at it. He rolled his eyes and followed.
"Is water enough or would you like something else?" He sighed.
"Well, what else do you have?" She was stalling, just like he knew she was going to.
"Nothing. I only drink water. So you'll drink water too." Zion decided before walking over to pull out a glass and pour her some water.Bonnie nodded at him and took a small sip. What has she done? No, no, no. There was no chickening out. She was about to fulfil her deepest wish. Someone to love and care for unconditionally.
"You're stalling." Zion finally said out loud. Bonnie blinked.
"I'm just thirsty." She excused, making him shake his head.
"That's enough, you're not that thirsty anyways." He took the glass away from her, gulped the rest of it down and placed it into the sink."Why are you so eager?" She narrowed her eyes at him.
"Eager? Do not mistake my wish for it to be over as soon as possible with anything else, Stewart." He glared at her before taking a hold of her elbow and pulling her upstairs."You don't have to drag me, I can walk." She told him. Zion didn't answer and continued to drag her into his dark bedroom.
"What are you waiting for? Get rid of your clothes."He ordered behind his shirt. He was rushing to pull of his clothes. So they could finish as soon as possible, he assured himself for the nth time. He just wanted this to be over, nothing more. And his erection was also just because he could control it, he thought. Yes, nothing more.
"Stewart, hurry up." He growled when she was only unbuttoning her blouse. With two steps he was in front of her and Bonnie gasped once he tore it apart. Bloody bastard!
"I'll buy you a new one." He sensed the upcoming bickering and pushed her onto his bed.
She squealed, surprised at his behaviour. Now the brute was coming out and her stomach churned when she remembered his words in the car. He was going to hurt her."Now lay your head on the pillow." She heard his next order and gulped when she realized he's gotten rid of her skirt.
"Stewart, lay down." He repeated lowly. Jesus, Bonnie thought before laying down and taking a deep breath.Within a second, his warm body covered hers and she felt a stiff thing poke her belly. Bonnie gulped again upon seeing his eyes so close to hers. She thought he wanted to say something, but then he clenched his jaw.
His hand travelled towards her panties and she shivered. Oh no, he was going to take her virginity, Bonnie closed her eyes. This was it.
Once he pulled it down her legs, Zion looked up at her again. But her eyes were closed and he did not like that.
"Open your eyes." He demanded and she did. He tried hard to ignore the wetness in them as he settled between her legs, pushing her knees apart with his own. But he couldn't."God damn it, stop crying." He sighed and she only cried harder.
"No, I want this." She cried out when she saw him starting to pull away. He looked back at her."You want this? You're not ready, Ebony. You're crying for fuck's sake. And even if you were ready and would be crying out of joy. Tears don't get me off." He snapped, trying to move away again, but she hooked her legs around his waist.
"No, you signed the contract." She wiped her tears away. Zion shook his head before clenching his jaw. Damn it.
"Then stop crying. You know what it's called when someone cries during sex? Rape. And that is something I don't associate myself with." He ordered and saw her take a deep breath.
"Okay, I'm ready." She said after two minutes of calming down.
Here we go.
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Nights With Ebony Stewart
RomanceBonnie Stewart is often described as the new biggest CEO of Silverthorne, which would be true if Zion Dawsey wouldn't still be the rightful owner of that title. The two fight for the throne like your typical business rivals, yet they have a big secr...