Emotionless Robot? (Logicality)

Chapter One: Thomas (might) Ship(s) It

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"I'm not always the bad guy," he slightly whimpered.

Logan took one look at him and frowned, "and I'm not an emotionless robot," Logan lowered his head, this is why he disliked emotions, they were dark and sticky and made him feel as though he had a pit in the area where his heart is located. "Anxiety, I am willing to be there to comfort you in the best way I possibly can, but you need to speak to him."

Anxiety looked distraught, "no, I can't, he already... he already doesn't like me, what makes you think talking will help?"

"That is what Patton always tells me, he says, that I must confront my fears and face my emotions. However much may or may not seem to apply to you, you should try to utilize this information." He smiled slightly and found himself mostly horrified, would this convey to Anxiety the feeling(s) he has harbored for his good friend, Patton?

Anxiety had a look of only what Logan could describe as 'inspiration' Anxiety stood up slowly and dashed out of his dark and comfy room. Logan decided this was the perfect time to bow out, he had some emotions he needed to get under control.

As Logan stepped out of Anxiety's room, he was met with an unusually surprised face, Patton must have been passing by Anxiety's room when Logan stepped out and his normally sunny face took a confused and stormy disposition. Logan was left speechless and he had no words to try to explain the situation, he was left with the deep sticky pit down in the deepest reaches of his heart, there was nothing going on, but why couldn't he defend himself, what was silencing this normally well spoken man?

Patton seemed to reboot after a few moments of unease and confusion, he opened his mouth "I saw Anxiety head to Roman's room, was that your doing?" Patton asked sunnily with a wholesome smirk.

Logan's heart flipped no less than three times and the sticky pit dissolved for the time being. He could feel his stomach churning. He nodded unable to even utter a word in his wonderful presence. Patton didn't seem to notice or acknowledge the blush that crept it's way onto Logan's face.

Logan stood awkwardly near the door to Anxiety's room; he waited until he was able to form a complete thought in his head and then he articulated his thoughts out loud. "Patton, did you happen to hear the conversation that took place between Anxiety and me?"

"I only heard a small part of the conversation, thank you, Logan, he needed that extra push, I'm glad that you were able to sway him to that direction," Patton lit up like a thousand fairies had leaned down to kiss him on the face. Patton looked past Logan with a reminiscent look on his face, he was tearing up.

Logan felt a pull away from his friend, he gave a blank look to the other, concealing whatever emotion was trying to claw its way up to meet Patton. "Patton, I have to leave, Thomas is calling me."

Patton nodded slowly. Logan tried for just one second more to resist the call to continue seeing his face. He sunk down staring at the other personality in the hall. What did Thomas need him for?

Thomas did not waste any time, he brought the big guns out with his first question. "Are you alright, Logan? I only ask because I've been having trouble thinking today."

Logan sighed incredulously, "yes, I am fine, why do you ask?"

Thomas's eyes widened, Logan didn't normally snap at people. "Are you sure you're okay, Logan, is there anything you want to talk about?"

Logan's face fell to the floor, he just couldn't do it, he couldn't tell Thomas what was happening. Logan shook his head and tried fitting his indifferent mask back onto his face, but the emotions kept leaking out, his cover was about to be blown.

"Should I call Patton to talk to you about this?" Thomas asked seriously, it seemed to be the best option to everyone except Logan, he couldn't let the fatherly personality know of his feelings, that would probably be too much for Logan to handle, he could just see the rejection. Logan shook his head furiously and felt his eyes water, where were all of these emotions coming from?

He felt the sticky dark pit enlargen and hot slick tears began to run down his face. "I can't tell Patton this, he cannot know." Logan couldn't bear to be rejected, that was the only foreseeable outcome, the only way that scenarios could play out. The tears obstructed his vision, he couldn't even see Thomas come over and give him a vicegrip hug.

"This is why I wanted to ask you if everything is okay, Logan, I'm here when you're ready to talk about it."

Logan sat sobbing and wailing, it may just have been the first time he had truly felt this horrible, other than the time when Thomas was young and had gotten pretty sick. He cried for what felt like hours, he felt dizzy, wet, sick, and he had a massive headache, which was very painful, it seemed to pulse as his heartbeat did. Thomas gave Logan one last squeeze "I'm going to get you some water, ibuprofen, and a tissue or two."

Logan took a few deep breaths and before he knew it, Thomas was back with all of the items he had left for. Logan drank some water with his ibuprofen and wiped the tears off his face. "Let me get to the heart of the matter, I believe I feel romantic love for Patton."

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