I Have Been Adopted By The Ipliers'

I have a bad feeling...

(Warning, depressing. contains act of sever depression.(tried suicide and cutting))

Blank. Nothing. Strange. 

I shot up with my eyes closed but slowly opened them to see my normal room, but it didn't feel normal though. I walked around and noticed a random book, I looked through my window and I felt something wet, warm, slide down my arm. It took me a bit to look down an end up seeing a gash in my arm bleeding out. I stood there like I was looking at my arm for no reason, then there was a reason burst into pain and I slide against the wall next to me.'Can't scream...Got to find someone.'  I tried to stand but pain was intensifying in a horribly quick amount of time. I stand up anyway and there is no expression across my face. I stood normally and left my room and out my room, down the stairs and ran for the door. I felt someone try to grab my shirt but failed so I ran to the edge of the sidewalk and decided to turn and look but the house was filled with black and I couldn't see nothing but then a faint light appeared and approached the doorway.

I darted down the sidewalk then everything some how felt it evolved around me for some reason. I turned around and the ground around me basically exploded and  broke apart around me but through the now floating debris was a man, I could give off a guess but that could be a bad move trying to predict that and getting the dream wrong. I heard a shout and I looked to see a body hanging from inside the second story window of the house beside me, and that's what I needed to make me stop this dream.

"NOOO!", I shouted and jumped out of bed and ran out of my room, I wouldn't be stopped by anything at this moment. I basically flew down the sidewalk and I noticed black smoke following me. "Go away shadow!", I yelled and then felt myself being tugged back. He formed into a solid figure and stared down at me,"No.. I'm not gonna let you pass." I stood and tried to tackle him but I faded right through him, but that was what I planned. I ran away and left his face in shock, regret, stupidity, and slight rage. I arrived at the house and the same window was lit so I ran inside and upstairs into the only lit room and threw myself at the person who was on the chair. I got up to see Ruben confused, scared, and wondering (most likely of me busting in out of nowhere.) I sat up next to him and he slowly sat up staring at me. I studied his face as he probably tried to do the same but I was completely blank-faced so it would be very hard, even impossible. I actually guess I broke that and gave off a hint of my real feelings after he leaned over and wiped a single tear off my face. I jumped as his cold hands made contact with my skin but I don't know what to do. I stood up but he got up and closed the door before I could make a move. I looked down beside where the rope laid beside me and I reached down and threw it under the bed where disintegrated into nothing. He then hugged me and I felt his tears soak through my shirt and made it stick to my skin. I felt my legs go numb and I closed my eyes after everything went blank and black. 

Black-out.

I opened my eyes slowly and sat up to see a unfamiliar room until I looked over and saw Ruben sitting on a couch next to the bed playing something. He looked focus at this time until he noticed my awoken presence and he stopped doing whatever he was doing and when over and sat next to me."Are you ok?", he asked me as he placed a hand on my shoulder, I nodded slightly. "I'm fine, but thank you for asking.", I said and he gave a small nod in return. It was silent for a bit until he looked at me and asked,"Why did you save me?", I stared at the ground figuring out the correct response, one word can change a whole life, a whole action can change the world. "I... I guess I just care about you.", I answered. Then I noticed, I did care. I couldn't think anymore I was trying to, but it was just swirling around my head, taunting me. "I'm gonna go back to sleep.", I said and he smiled at me,"Ok." I laid down and tried to then felt a poke but ignored it, then it wasn't a poke, but a slight shake. I think Ruben was trying to see if I was awake so I pretended like I was sleeping. But, I felt him pull me close to him, I didn't try to move away, his embrace was to gentle and soothing. I fell asleep shortly afterwards, I just hope nothing bad happens while I am unconscious.

I smiled as I leaned against his shoulder.  I watched as a girl around 13-14 approached us. She sat between us with a smile, he didn't mind at all. I looked out in the background two other children were (one was around 10,a girl, the other 6,a little boy) which played with toys together. I smiled at the sight and brought him and the girl closer to my side. She leaned against his shoulder as he leaned towards her and put an arm around me. I thought I couldn't be happier. Then, everything faded but returned for me to see a girl, who looked like the 14 year old, in a dark room alone,crying. I looked in horror as I ran to her and then felt tears slide down my face as I hugged her and then noticed blood on my arms and they were from hers. I saw a knife  near the wall staining the carpet with red. I looked down at her and she was holding me tight then I heard a faint sound, almost like a small whisper."Please...don't leave me mommy...", she said and I pet her head gently. I saw him walk over worried then ran over to us and holding both of us tightly. The two other little ones watched, the second eldest youngest crying, the other scared for her sister. I stood up and I started to leave but her sobbing got louder and I stopped immediately and turned around. I brought her to the bathroom and helped clean up. 

Days later, she's never left her bed. Only for meals and bathroom. I would check on her in case. She has changed and I knew I could ask someone to do a favor. But, she won't change, but I want the person responsible.....Gone.

End.

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Hewwo! How are you? Good? Yeh,nah,eh?  

I think I should put a depression warning....yea hold on.
There..

Please if anyone who tries this stuff don't . I care for everyone and to know if anyone does I feel severely heartbroken, from light experience of it myself I know It sucks My life is getting slowly better so, please, stop..hang on a bit longer.. it will get better someday, promise. 

Thank you for reading

Sincerely, 
                            The author.