The Quiet One's Poems

I Don't Know

I...
I don't like this...
I...
I-I don't like me...
It doesn't seem right
It doesn't feel right
I don't want to be like this
I don't want to be like me
I hurts...
You know?
When you don't know anything...
Anything about yourself
Maybe a little
But still...
No one knows me...
How can anyone know me
When I...
When I don't even know myself
It doesn't make sense
Does it
That I don't myself
When I'm me
'Aren't you supposed to know yourself
You're you'
Well...
I don't know...
I know a lot about myself
Some people know things about me
That I didn't know
But no one...
No one knows the entire me
I show bits and pieces of myself
To different people
It's all me
It's all different
It just...
No one sees all of the parts
Some see more than others...
And they think I pretend to be that way
I don't think I am
If I am pretending...
Then I would have been lying to myself for years
If I am pretending...
Then I don't know myself
Even more than I already do