Mary Ruth (2.3)

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Mary Ruth

Having Sex With Jared

 

was like nothing I had ever

experienced before.

The excitement, the dear,

the hormones, all mixed into

one. It will only hurt

a little, he said.

I always thought that sex

would feel good. Why would it

hurt? I understood soon,

why. But the pain slowly turned

into pleasure. And maybe what

Ashley’s surprise really was nice.

How did she know

I needed this release.

It seemed like lust. But, maybe

this lust, might turn into

            love.

The Light Was Fading

and only shadows

were left dancing

on this quiet,

musical, inspirational,

historical day for me. Jared

layed beside me in my double king

bed. I watched as his chest

moved up and down. I wondered

how the events in my life

led up to this moment.

When I thought about it

,I realized that my entire life

I had been taking orders

from people I barely new. Never

had I made my own decision,until now.

No, that was her

decision. She knew that even the slightest

bit of care to come from someone would trigger me,

and that all just happened to be

Jared. It wasn’t his fault

that he had been sucked into

this spiral. Why the hell did he even

come? I feel so stupid. I know that Ahsley,

more than likely, paid for his company.

Why would he volunteer? Why

had I just given him

my most precious gift?

           

Why had I been so ignorant.

This wasn’t real love,

this was Ashley love –

                                   

cold.

 

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