Bitter Sweet love | A Phanfic

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;;::Phils PoV (finally);;::

I was back at the hospital.
It has been almost a week.
Maybe he'll never wake up?
I clenched his hand
And cried.
Its not fair, he was young.
Was
Past tense for is.
Maybe he is dead.
I hope not.
Why Dan why?
I screamed inside my head.
And just for a second
Just a split second
I saw his eyes flutter
Or maybe.
It was longer then a second.

"Phil?"

He spoke so heartbroken weary and depressed.
"Yeah Dan?"

"Why didn't you save me?"
He yelled.
His eyes were fully black and ozzing
His arms and neck were covered in blood.
His hospital gown was black and destroyed.

Then I woke up.
What the hell?
I sighed.
I looked at ou- my apartment before going to the hospital.
I dragged my feet across my floor.
I honestly just want to lay down and cry but dan needs me.
I slugged my way into the kitchen.
And heard a knock and a familiar vocie.
"C-come in"
So the man did.
It was dans doctor.
I looked at him in fear i cant lose dan..
He looked up at me with hopeful eyes and a sad smile.

"He's awake but.."
He's awake!
I broke down crying.. wait
What does he mean but..
I looked at him once again with tears running down my cheek.
"He has two months to live"
My heart broke once again
Two months
Two fucking months
He left me alone and told to me to come by tomorrow i nodded and sat on my couch.
My head in my hands.
As i cried i looked up at the ceiling

"HOW THE FUCK COULD YOU DO THIS I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE GOOD THINGS FUCKING HAPPEN"
I shouted into the cold air of my soon to be lonely apartment.
I stood up and grabbed my coat.
I need to go to the store i guess.
I plugged my earphones into my phone and played a certain song.
"Well im so tired of the rain"
I walked outside and watched the rain
"Falling softy on the ground."
Its peaceful
"Just enough my feet wet."
But im so sad
"But not enough to let me drown"
Nothings nice and peaceful anymore.
I sighed and looked down at my feet avoiding any eye contact with anyone.
He looked like a depressed rebel emo kid right now. But phil didn't give a shit what anyone thought at the moment.
He was not used to the silence that he looked over and almost spoke.
He then realized that dan wasn't here.
Even though it felt like dan had b left for good he hadn't.
It just felt empty without him next to phil.
He finally entered the shop.
"OoooOo"
"I am not the only traveler"
Phil felt the tears once again.
Dans favorite song.
NHe didn't want to break down.
So he hid.

;;::Daniels PoV::;;
Dan was still cold but he had warm blankets and water and some food.
He was mad that he couldn't see Phil.
But he was even mader that he's going to the mental ward.
He was also mad that they aren't telling him everything
He heard the doctors talking about him.
He got really fucking pissed.
"if you're talking about me, then just TELL ME" he shouted as the doctors just looked at him.

"Im sorry Daniel we can not give out that information." One of them said. Now dan was furious.

"So you can't give out information to ME about myself?" The doctor nodded answering his sarcastic question. "Thats fucking brilliant" he claped
"Someone give this man a oscar please!" He said sarcastically as he rolled his eyes.

"Now Daniel no need to be so rude. Phil will be here tomorrow to see you for a bit, then its off to the ward where you'll spend a month recovering from this."
He said in a harsh maner.
"Now, you need some rest. The nurse will bring you food of any kind if you li-"

"No. I don't want any food. Ill just go to sleep." The doctor nodded and left him. Did they actually think dan remotely wanted sleep?
He had just been trapped in his sleep for god knows how long.
But, he did feel tired.
Maybe he will sleep.
At least he gets to see phil tomorrow that makes him really happy.
And with that he drifted away smiling

"Hey uh dan why are you here?"
A boy with brown hair spoke

"Wait.. uhm who are you?"
The boy just smiled and turned off the room light. Dan was in such confusion.
The boy with brown hair climbed in his bed leaving dan in his.

"We must sleep before hey hear us. Talk tomorrow okay?"
Dan still wasn't sure of what was going on but he nodded.
But then the boy triggered his memory

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((this is from the end of one by the way)) kid with light brown hair skinny jeans and a sleeveless tee walked over to me and said.

"H-how'd you do that?" I stared at him with confusion.

"How'd i do what?"

"How'd you just talk like that with not a hint of fear in your voice?.."

"Oh.. trust me i had fear i just wasn't about to let those girls see it but mainly i just spoke from the heart.. uh anyway i gotta go bye" -

He's the kid with light brown hair.

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Ahh hello! Well this took a weird turn? sorry this took me so loooonnngg to do i was kinda having writers block i guess.
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ut i hope you enjoyed it because i really liked writing it. Feel free to ask me anything. Chapter ten will hopefully be out tomorrow! I love you all and thanks for voting and reading don't forget to grab a box of tissues and shout at your phone. I've heard i make alot of people do that oops. Anyway cya later my doods, stat street.
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