Menace In My Mind

Stuck

It sucks to be stuck.

Between fire and water.

Between two extremes,

Holding your shit together.

It's easy to fool people,

By the bright smile I give.

They take that as happiness,

In reality, it's strength.

If I am happy,

Why would I fake?

But I am not,

All I do is wait.

It's testing me to bits,

Scarring my conscience,

Turning me into someone,

I used to despise.

I can't help it,

It's the definition of 'stuck'

I'm a whirlpool if thoughts,

A tornado of words.

Eyes say it all,

They often comment.

But no one ever cares,

What mine are tryna say.

I am waiting and working,

Trying to keep sane,

From this rollercoaster of life,

Causing menace in my mind.

-Ivan

This poem is easily comprehensible...

It's what I try to tell people.. But the words don't come out..

"I'm tryna fucking scream, but the words won't come out"- Zayn's Lucozade..