I cry myself to sleep at night,
And my tears flow in the shower too,
I wonder how will I get out.
Out of this place,
Where nobody cares.
I smile my way through days,
But when I close my eyes,
I see the flame of hope,
Dimming second by second,
And the darkness takes over my mind.
No where to go to,
No one to talk to,
I put up an act.
I become someone else.
A person who is loved by everyone,
Except the spirit within me.
I let it dominate myself,
Nobody notices.
It's a good role in the play of fantasy,
It does a good job,
Hiding the blues of reality.
Truth is hard to tell,
Even harder to accept.
This mask rules my existence,
And I suffocate inside.
I can't escape it,
But can rip it apart.
With the flame of liberty,
Glowing within me.
-Ivan.
Idk what to say..
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Menace In My Mind
Poetry"Some real feelings, Some infinitesimal wishes, Trying to capture and harness them, Before you make them perish" Highest- #96 in Poetry..as of 15/07/2017 #82 - 26.7.17
