JENNY

(#6 | Stranger to the World)

My first day back to school was horrible. I don't understand why people view me as a stranger, when I've known them since Pre-K. It doesn't make sense. Even when I approach them, they seem to avoid me in every way possible. Rehab was hard enough already. Now this. It's not like I'm going to snap at them. I always make sure I take my daily depressant pills (DDP). I've never snapped since the black out and I'm sure that I won't do it again. Even my doctor's say it's a mild case of depression. They say I should be happy that it isn't a major case. But how can I be happy if I am viewed as a psycho. I would never hurt anyone and don't plan on hurting anyone after my black out.

Though, I don't think there is a purpose to my life. I don't want to be battling out my mild case of depression with a case of oddity around people that hardly know me. I wish I should of just finished myself when I had the chance. My life is useless, what's the point to seeing tomorrow.