Neighbors

She's mine

~ Marshall's POV ~

Tina's mother and sister had stayed with us for 1 week and when my daughters also came over for 2 days, the house was filled with laughter. My girls had already met Ramona and they were getting along pretty well, but the one they really liked was Rita.

Guess because they never had a real and normal grandma...

Tina's mom had treated my girls like they had always been part of her family and seeing this and hearing my daughters laugh, made my want to spend my life with Tina almost unbearable. I had to bite my tongue countless times to not ask her again, knowing she couldn't nor wouldn't give me an answer now. As fucked up as it was, I understood her. I mean, who wants to marry a guy who constantly screws shit up. I flipped on her, left her because of another bitch's lies, I hurted her physically and now this....

Fuck I wouldn't marry someone like me....

But I knew she loved me and that's what kept my hopes up that one day she would let me ask her.

Tina and I also; thank god, had sex again. I probably would've went on a freak out roll, if I couldn't show her how much I loved her and how damn sexy and how attracted to her I was. It was my way to show her all my emotions and feelings for her, especially now I wanted her to know that no other bitch could even come close to her beauty.

Overall my life was great, if there still wouldn't be that constant guilt that clamped on my heart. My girlfriend had assured me several times, that everything between us was okay and that she wouldn't leave me. What she didn't know was that I'd seen her a few times either staring at one point deep in thoughts or that I saw her wiping away some tears off her face. She tried so hard to hide it and that's why I never talked to her, but I knew I'd hurt her deeply and that's what was almost eating me alive.

I hope I won't disappoint her ever again...

Today was Friday and while the girls stayed with Kim, Tina and I had decided to spend a relaxing and quiet weekend together. I had thought about a shitload of things to make her see how much she means to me, but nothing seemed good enough.

Taking her out for dinner....nah, lame!
Go on a trip with her....ugh, fuckin' paps won't leave us alone!
Buy her a gift....what?
Flowers.....could it get more boring?!

I honestly was lost, I was probably the most unromantic fucker on this damn planet and it was even worse when I really needed to be romantic just for once.

Fuck me....

I was sitting in my office and scribbled down words on my notepad when Royce walked in.
"Yo, your lady is here." He informed me and my head shot up.
"Where's she?" I asked him when I stood up and walked around my desk to look for my girlfriend, wondering why she was here.
"She's talkin' to Mira..." I nodded and wanted to walk past him, but he pushed me at my shoulder and I stopped. "You forgot to tell us somethin'?" He asked on with a half smile and I thought for a second what he was talking about.

If he knew what I've done, he definitely wouldn't smile....

"I've no fuckin' clue what you're talkin' about." I answered him and his smile grew bigger and he lifted his left hand, wiggling his fingers.
"Maybe somethin' about that significant huge rock on a certain finger. You're....." I didn't even let him end his sentence and rushed out of the office and down the hallway to the reception.

She's wearin' the ring........ and not on just a finger.........

I slowed down and stopped completely a few feet away from her, to see if Royce hadn't just mistaken something and while she talked to Mira she lifted her hand.