All that I am

Chapter 5

Kanji's POV

I decided to go to Tokyo you know just to get away from everything, Lwandle is the reason I'm doing this she advised me because she said this is the only way I'll get back on track so this is all for her. I left my laptop and phone back at her place so she will pretend to be me, I hope that's going good for her. I have been attending anger management classes and I have to say I'm getting better everyday.

Before the break ends I'll be back Lwandle.

Lwandle's POV

I miss Kanji so much considering the fact that we just started talking like actually talking, he went to Tokyo to fix himself.
Woman: Miss you've been daydreaming and I can't take it anymore.
Lwandle: I'm so sorry miss
Then I looked at her name tag and it was written Becky in italics
Becky: What would you like?
Lwandle: Chocolate milkshake
After two minutes
Becky: Here you go and besides stop day dreaming that dude ain't worth it
Lwandle: Wait how did you know?
Becky: Because I was the same but now all I do is play them
Lwandle: I can't
Becky: Just leave I can't stand you

Wow she's really a bitch I mean what's her problem?
Why you fighting?
Inner voice shut up
Kanji has wrapped up in his finger
Never!
Never say never
I hate you
Me too

Man: Miss are you okay?
I turned to see a white male with blue eyes
Lwandle: Yes I am why?
Man: Because you were talking with no one
Lwandle: I tend yo think out loud
Man: Really Ed Sheeran lyrics?
Lwandle: I'm sorry
Man: I'm Joshua, Joshua White
Lwandle: I'm Lwandle
Joshua: Lwandle
Lwandle: Don't worry you'll get used to it
Joshua: I sure will
Lwandle: It was nice meeting you then
Joshua: Wait you see I'm hosting tonight and I sort of ran away and now I'm all alone so?
Lwandle: You want me to spend time with you?
Joshua: Yes there's a park nearby let's head over there

We walk to the park in silence and trust it wasn't that awkward silence it was the peaceful silence the understanding kind of silence whereby we just enjoy enjoy each other's presence. Even though I just met him I have a feeling we will get along very well. We both sit down at the bench and we watch drunk teenagers kissing.
Lwandle: Teenagers
Joshua: I know right
Lwandle: I didn't do all of this during my teenage years you know I was just a good kid staying at home focusing on my studies and got great marks I don't even know how to do all of this.
Joshua: I'll teach you I mean if you don't mind
Lwandle: Thank you but I'm waiting for someone to return
Joshua: When is that ?
Lwandle: Tomorrow
Joshua: Does that mean I won't get a chance to see you?
Lwandle: We can see each other and you know become friends
Joshua: I'm impressed a beautiful girl like you waiting for a dude he must be really lucky
Lwandle: He is big time
Joshua: I hope I will soon be in love
Lwandle: You will
Joshua: Goodnight

Before I could reply he stood up and smiled at me then left I watched him enter a white limo and it drove off. I couldn't help but smile he is one heck of a character.

At home

Lisa: Where were you?
Lwandle: Out
Lisa: Out where?
Lwandle: At the park
Lisa: With who?
Lwandle: Some dude called Joshua White
Lisa: Thee Joshua White
Lwandle: Yes who is he?
Lisa: Kanji's family is number one then the Whites are number two
Lwandle: Whats wrong with all these rich boys?
Lisa: Who knows maybe your the girl they are referring to in that saying "behind every successful man there is a woman behind him"
Lwandle: That would be very nice but no thanks girl
Lisa: Let me guess your waiting for lover boy
Lwandle: Oh you mean Kanji
Lisa: Duh! Besides he's returning tomorrow
Lwandle: I can't wait to see him it's been too long
Lisa: Go to sleep
Lwandle: Goodnight oh wait where are the other two?
Lisa: I haven't seen them ever since I arrived
Lwandle: Oh okay night

I enter my bedroom and change into my pajamas and jump on top off my old bed and cover myself with my two blankets. I think I should change the bed it's getting old now I can even feel it, it's not comfortable anymore. I wonder if these will change between me and Kanji?
It won't always be pitcher perfect there will be both good and bad times.
I know but the question is what if I break his heart?
No the question is what if he breaks your heart?

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Ed Sheeran Thinking out loud