Shock [BTS X Reader]

Chapter 11: Trauma

"Why the hell are you not in Japan? The boys are worried sick, and your fans are too. Isn't that import to you?!" I gasp for air.

"You don't get it (y/n). I've waited years for you. You're more important to me than my career. Yes, I love my fans and the boys to death but I love you more." Jungkook sobs.

"How can I be so important that you ditch your tour?! We've only known each other for two months..." I trail.

Then major deja vu strikes.

No, it can't be.

Jungkook starts to cry harder after hearing my words.

"I can't believe it, I can't believe it..." Jungkook places his fist on his forehead.

"Look, you can tell me everything, but not here. Somewhere private." I say lowly.

He looks at me and dries his eyes.

"There is a patch of forest down the street, nobody ever goes there." I say.

He nods and looks down at his feet.

"Dad, I'm going for a walk. I'll be back in a little bit." I yell down the hallway.

"Yup, see ya." He answers.

"Let's go then." I weakly smile and close the door behind me.

*

Jungkook finally calmed down and talked like a normal person.

"How did you find my house anyway?" I ask.

"Jeon Cho told me." Jungkook says casually.

"He just let you ditch the tour?"

"He knows how much you mean to me, for sure." His sad eyes look down on me.

"I still don't get it Jungkook."

"I still don't get how you don't remember." He sighs.

"Oh, there's the bench. Shall we sit?" I interrupt.

He nods and sits beside me.

"How am I going to tell you..." Jungkook says while rubbing his face.

I tilt my head in confusion.

"Well, I'll start from the top. I was born in Korea 19 years ago. My parents were very poor and couldn't support me for long. They let me go before I could even talk. A single man happen to pass through the adoption center, and instantly fell in love with me. He took me in immediately and changed my first name to be after him, Jeon Cho."

I start to cry.

"He raised me like I was one of his own. He taught me english right after I mastered my first language, so I could come to America to see his best friend, and to hopefully to meet mine. The first time I came to America, I was 5. Even though you were 4, I already had a major crush on you.  I visited all of the time, and fell deeper in love with you with every visit. Everything that you did put me in a trance. When your mother passed away, we stopped visiting. Jeon Cho was imployed at BigHit, and we both became extremely busy. I started my career at 12 and it's been a handful, but you never left my mind. When Jeon Cho told us that you were coming, I couldn't hold in my excitement. I didn't tell the other boys about us because I didn't want to them to make you feel uncomfortable and be all over your past. I waited patiently for you to remember me. I know it has been forever, but I had hope. When Taehyung took you away so quickly, my world came crashing down on me. That is why I've been so upset lately. No matter how much I love Taehyung, I can't help but hate him for this. Look (y/n) I'm sorry for dumping this all on you so quickly, but I couldn't hold myself back. It has been a long 9 years since I saw your face, my best friend's beautiful face." He sobs as he finally gasps for air.