Shock [BTS X Reader]

Chapter 19: Mourn

"Uno! Ha, that's the third time in a row (y/n), you're really bad at this." Yoongi laughs.

"Hey, I beat you a few times..."

"You'll never beat the master." Yoongi eyes me competitively.

I raise my hands up in defense.

"Sorry, your highness." I chuckle at his intensity towards a card game.

Yoongi deals another 6 cards to the both of us.

"Alright (y/n), lets make a bet. If I win this round, you have to kiss me. If you win, I grant you three wishes. Deal?"

"Challenge accepted. You first."

My heart pounds of the thought of him winning.

Why did I accept this? I know he's going to win anyway...

A few turns later, Yoongi has 2 cards while I have 8.

There's no way I'm getting out of this...

"Uno! I win, (y/n), you know the deal." He coos, scooting closer to me.

I roll my eyes and he laughs at me.

"You're the one who let me do this."

I quickly peck him on the lips and he looks at me funny.

"Not good enough." He growls and cups my face.

He tugs at my shirt gesturing me to sit on top of his crossed legs.

I gasp at his tight grip around my waist.

"Yoongi..."

"You agreed to this." He mischievously laughs in my ear.

Yoongi leans in and bites my bottom lip.

His kiss is slow and soft, lasting for minutes.

Suddenly, footsteps trail closer to the game room and I jump off of Yoongi's lap.

"What's up guys?" Taehyung eyeballs how close Yoongi and I are sitting.

"Just playing Uno..." My face dusted pink.

Yoongi just sits with a smug smile plastered on his lips.

"Mhmm, well I just was checking around to see if everybody is doing okay this morning. Jin is making food in the kitchen, and I assume that it's almost ready, so you two best be joining us soon." Taehyung smiles at me.

"Love you." He mouths.

"Love you too."

*

Shortly later, Yoongi and I walk into the kitchen and see a table covered in all different kinds of food.

Eggs, noodles, pork, sushi, salad, wraps, sandwiches, and so much more.

"Jin, how did you manage to do all of this?" I ask, still staring at the table.

"Well I went to the market early this morning and just thought I should do something nice for the family." He grins.

"You're so sweet Jinnie, I can't wait to eat. It all looks so good." My mouth watering.

"Before I left, Jungkook told me exactly what you like. From the kind of sushi, type of bread, noodles, even the way you like your eggs. He really knows a lot about you (y/n)." Jin laughs as he brings the last plate of food to the table.

I couldn't help but smile at Jungkook's thoughtfulness.

"Hey."

I jump as Jungkook walks up from behind and brushes his hand on my back.

"Hi Kookie." I manage to say.

The rest of the boys gather to eat, but one is missing.

"Where's Jimin?" Namjoon turns his head.

"I'll go find him." I calmly say.

I pass through the hallway of bedrooms and stop at Jimin's.

Seconds before I knock, I hear pacing and sobbing.

"I need to forget but I can't... Amber why did you leave..." Jimin wails to himself behind the door.

Amber must be the girl he knew when he was younger... the one who left him for another guy...

I knock gently on the bedroom door and he immediately answers.

"Jimin are you okay-"

"I can't get over her (y/n), she was my everything. It's so stupid that my heart is still attached to a girl I knew in school but she's so much more to me. I found her social media and she's married and has two kids now. There's nothing I can do to get her back (y/n), and it's like my soul has been drained out of me." Jimin breaks down into the crease of my neck.

I wrap my hands around his waist and hold him close.

"I can't do anything to solve this, but you're going to have to make a decision on getting over her or not. I know she must have meant a lot to you but she's got her own life now. I'm sorry Jimin." I say softly.

"You're right. I'm just wasting my time on this. I'll never have her like I used to, but maybe I'll find someone better." He dries his tears.

"That's the way of looking at it. Oh, I forgot, they're waiting for us in the kitchen, there's a ton of food out there. Maybe that will cheer you up a bit." I smile and grab his hand.

"Thank you (y/n)." Jimin looks me in the eyes.

"Always."

*

After we ate, Jungkook turns to me.

"Can we talk?" He whispers.

Before I could answer, he leads me down the hallway and into his bedroom.

"Sit." Jungkook plops onto the bed and motions for me to sit next to him.

"What's up?" I ask curiously.

"I miss you, (y/n). I can't keep away from you without feeling desperate. After we kissed on the rooftop, I've been craving your lips ever since. I felt like I finally had you to myself, but I don't. This is so wrong, but I have no intentions of stopping." Jungkook drags his thumb across my cheek and looks me in the eyes.

"I love you so much, (y/n)." Jungkook croaks before slamming his lips on mine.

He kisses me like it's his last few minutes to live, savoring every moment.

I love him too, but I can't bring myself to say it back.

He intertwines our fingers and holds them tight.

He breaks the kiss and his forehead rests on mine.

"It's so unfair..." Tears start trailing down his rosy cheeks.

I let go of his hands and stand up.

"I'm so sorry." I quickly leave the room and shut my bedroom door behind me.

I have to get out of this place. Anywhere but here.