Cage My Heart (Ayakane)

Were not as incompatible as you think.(chapter 15)

Kaneki POV

He say I'm on some shit, marijuana yea, but just that. It calms my mind.
He tells me I'm gone when he needs me, busy when he's alone. But bitch I be here all da time,
This is traumatizing, not only to me but my world/ayato as well...if ayatos my world..then what does that make touka..?, nothing? Of course touka was more than nothing to me. I miss her so much and I regret what I did to her, all of antieku probably knows I did it, cause tsukiyama snitched!, should i visit them...hinamis probably so lonley and heartbroken, especially after what she seen me doing to ayato...toukas only brother. Maybe I could talk this out with them, or are they angry at me? Will they want me dead?! Would if they hurt ayato!? If they even try and hurt him I'm gonn-! No no! Dammit kaneki you always do that!, just stay calm and collected. For him, and her.

Ayato started to shift in his sleep, so I poked his cheek he grumbles and slowly opens his eyes to glare at me, I just smile warmly at him.

He sits up rubbing his eyes he then gets up and walks to the window, dramatically, then turns around and yells.
"I'm fucking starving holy Hollywood fuck it hurts!!! I've never gone this long without eating!!" His sudden out burst scares me so much I fall out of bed.
I get up and run over to him as he falls to knees and starts scratching at the floor causing his fingers to bleed.
He grabs me by the neck and slams me to the ground.
His eyes blood red, the white of his eyes now black, his pupils black slits, almost like a cats. I grab onto his wrist as he puts his full weight on me.
I forgot a ghouls hunger is pure hell, how could I have forgotten about his hunger? Am I a bad boyfriend?.
"Come on kaneki~ let me eat you!! I'm dying to rip into that pale skin of yours!"

I let him dig his fangs into my neck as he sucks the blood and rips flesh and gulps it down.
He's gonna fucking literally devour me!.
I push him of as he stumbles backwards licking his lips, and I must admit he looks very fucking arousing.

Not the time, kaneki.

I back up holding my shoulder while keeping a stern look while looking at him.
He then falls to the floor again this time scratching at his face.
"Ayato stop!" I yell as I try to run over to him.
"Stay back you bastard!" He looks up at me with his hand still griping his face as tears fall mixed with blood due to the scratches under his eyes.
"Don't come near me! I'm so fucking hungry my minds all just fuzz and static! I don't know what I'll do if you get to close..."
He's right. I slowly stepped back, no matter how much I didn't want to.
He screams in pain gripping his stomach.
"I'm hungry! Come here kaneki~ come let me nibble you! Just a bite I swear!!" I
I have no idea what to do...I can't leave him. But he needs food.
No choice...I'll have to knock him out.
I walk towards him staying on guard, he giggles making grabby hands at me like a baby wanting to be picked up. Cute.
"COME HE-!" before he could finish I headbutt him causing him to fall limp.

I grab a sweater and put it on him tying the sleaves around him like a straight jacket, then I lock him in the bathroom.

I sigh while rubbing my face, I gotta get my baby some food...so hard.

I grab my mask and walk out the door.

Ayatos POV.

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Kanekis POV.

I walk along the rooftops above the alley way just trying to pin point a prey, and fast.
I finally see a man walking down the ally with his eyes focus glued to the screen of his phone.
I smirk.
I wonder how ayatos doing...I think to myself. I can't stop worrying, I need to hurry.
I jump down silently behind the man, he hasn't even noticed me. What an idiot.
I never understood technology... So distracting. I get a glimpse of the screen and see... Black rabbit? That's ayato... I thrust my hand through his stomach, he gasps and tries to scream but I quickly cover his mouth. I whisper in his ear.
"Was that an article on black rabbit..?"
The man slowly nodded looking completely terrified.
"Tsk...that's kind of alarming.. Why we're you looking at him?!"
The man just screams in my hand making it sound muffled.
"Answer the question" I slowly remove my hand from his mouth "speak."
"I-its the ccg! T-the c-ccg!"
"The ccg? Are you with them?!"
"N-no I s-swear! I-im just a beginner! they t-told me to read all the g-ghouls articals!"

i growl, "what other ghouls have you been creepin on?!' he cries aloud in pain. i cant tell he passing out, this is a big problem for me. are they targeting ayato? all we have been doing was laying low...is that to suspicious..? i dont know what to do..

Time skip.

i walk into the house with a brown bag. i can here ayato growling from the bathroom, when hes not so hungry i could talk to him later.

i open the door to see him crying, "damn b" i whisper i hand him the food and he savagely ate it. i patted his head. "were not as incompatible as you think.."