Cage My Heart (Ayakane)

i didn't mean to. (chapter 5)

Kaneki POV

After hugging each other for at least an hour. Ayato speaks "I'm hungry..." "Mmm well bite me" he looks at me surprised "are you sure?" I nod and pull my shirt down off my shoulder. "Take a bite" "um OK then." Ayato reaches his mouth over to my shoulder his warm breath on my cold skin. He bites down I take the pain and rub his head as he chews on my shoulder eating and swallowing my flesh as he tears off little pieces of my flesh he says "sorry..." I laugh "it's fine it'll heal." He pulls back as he has bright red pupils the rest of his eyes are pitch black. He has my blood all around and on his mouth. I smile at him "are you satisfied?" "Only a little...Go hunt for me please?" I sigh "sure" I get up and grab a cloth and throw it at ayato. "Clean your face" I laugh at him I then put on a black sweater and black jeans I put my mask on and head to the door "I'll be back as soon as I can" ayato nods and gives me a quick kiss before I go.

A few moments later~

I was walking through Ally's and quite streets to find a victim, but I can't find one..."crap this might take
Long..." I look around and see a girl walking down an ally way I smile and follow her. She stops and when she stops I pick up on her scent. "Touka?..." She jumps a little as I say her name she quickly turns around "who the hell are you why are you following me!" I sigh "touka it's me...Kaneki" I say in a monotone voice as I pull my hood down and take off my mask. She gasps quitely. "I thought you were dead!" She says as she hugs me. I just stand there. She backs up her expression is anger confusion and fear. "Your...Your scent.." she backs up and glares at me. "Tell me why I can smell ayato all over you!!...Did you hurt him!!" I sigh "no I didn't hurt him..." She still looks mad at me as she says "than where is he?! Why do you have his scent! Are you with him?!" I groans "he's somewhere and because I'm with him all the time and yes I'm with him. He's my mate." She looks at me shocked "MATE?!!"

Ayato POV

"Mmm what's taking him so long..." I say as I stand up walk downstairs with the blanket wrapped around I sit on the couch in the dark. 'did he leave me? Does he not love me no more? Did I do something wrong?!' I start crying softly. I stand up and walk to the window 'where is he?!' I walk over to the kitchen and get some water. I slam my fist on the counter. "Did he leave me?!!" I walk over to the phone I pick it up and dial kanekis number.(XD kaneki has a cellphone now!) It rings for a few moments. No answer. "Why isn't he picking up? Does he have another lover?! Does he not want me?!" I go upstairs and sit on the bed. I dial his number again. "Pick it up you bastard!" .No answer. "It's another lover isn't it!! Am I not good enough for him!!" I yell as I throw the phone on the bed I get up and Punch the wall so hard that my fist goes through it. My knuckles bleed as the red liquid falls to the floor. "He left me...?" I walk downstairs and get another drink of water. I throw the glass at the door "BASTARD!!" I can't sit still and I can't stop having bad thoughts of what he might be doing. I pace around the living room repeating the question in my head. 'did he leave me?'. I go back up stairs I grab the phone and try and call him again. "Still no answer..." I fall to the ground and start uncontrollablely crying. "HE LEFT ME!!!"

Kaneki POV

"Yes touka, mate. As in he's my lover." I say as sigh. "Your just gonna end up hurting him!" I glare at her "no I'm not. Unlike you and your father I'm never gonna leave him." She looks taken back at my comment. She then throws a punch at me I quickly dodge it. "Don't you dare speak about our Father!!" She throws a kick as I back up. "Where is ayato?!" I sigh as I back up one more time dodging her kick. "I'm not telling. You hurt him before. If he sees you he will break down. Stay away from him." She growls and releases her beautiful kagune. "He's my brother!! Don't you dare tell me I can't see him!" She yells as she throws crystals at me from her kagune. I dodge quick and say "I don't wanna fight you touka..." She charges at me yelling "then give him back to me!!!!" I pull out my kagune. "He belongs to me you'll only hurt him again!!!" I yell as stab her with my tendril. I gasp and quickly pull it out "t-touka! I'm sorry! I don't know what came over me!!" I yell as I pick her up. "Y-your such an i-idiot." She says as she coughs up blood. "You'll be fine! It will heal" she shakes her head "no... It won't heal fast enough..." I cry as I hold her. "I'm sorry..." She gently punches my cheek "you better take care of ayato...Don't hurt him..Tell him I'm sorry and I love him..." I grab her hand ",your gonna be OK! You'll live!". No response. She's dead. "No!! I'm sorry! Please don't die you can't!! Please!!!" I cry even harder as I lay her Bodie down. 'im so sorry touka. How can I not hurt ayato when I killed his sister. He's gonna be so broken.' I cry as I walk away. "I didn't mean to"