Cage My Heart (Ayakane)

Caged heart. (chapter 12)

Third pov

Ayato looked at kaneki confused, ayato then softly punched kaneki's cheek "of course I need you...I need you more than you need me. Never leave me, I love you." Ayato said as he smiled at him with his fist still lightly pressed against kaneki's cheek.
Kaneki stared at ayato for a second, then he gasped.
'This...is the exact same scene....touka...ayato...' Kaneki thought to himself as he quickly stood up just as tears were about to fall he turned the other way to hide his face.
"Kaneki, is something wrong?"
Kaneki then begins to have a flash back of that night.

Kaneki's POV

"No..." I whisper just as the horrible memory of that night replays it's self in my head.

**"He belongs to me you'll only hurt him again!!!" I yell as i stab her with my tendril. I gasp and quickly pull it out "t-touka! I'm sorry! I don't know what came over me!!" I yell as I pick her up. "Y-your such an i-idiot." She says as she coughs up blood. "You'll be fine! It will heal" she shakes her head "no... It won't heal fast enough..." I cry as I hold her. "I'm sorry..." She gently punches my cheek "you better take care of ayato...Don't hurt him..Tell him I'm sorry and I love him..." I grab her hand ",your gonna be OK! You'll live!". No response. She's dead. "No!! I'm sorry! Please don't die you can't!! Please!!!" I cry even harder as I lay her Bodie down. 'im so sorry touka. How can I not hurt ayato when I killed his sister. He's gonna be so broken.' I cry as I walk away. "I didn't mean to"**

.her last words to ayato. I never did tell him her last words to him, now would be the right time...
" ayato...sorry for the sudden change in mood..but...touka.." I stop mid way to look at him he has tears streaming down his face as he sits still, looking at the ground. I sigh and crawl over to him.
"Close your eyes, ayato." I whisper sweetly as he slowly shuts his teary eyes, I wipe away his tears with my thumb and hold his face in both hands
"Don't cry...but I need to tell you this..touka wanted you to know...she loves you." His bottom lip starts to quiver as he holds his eyes shut tightly trying not to let the tears fall.
"She also said she's sorry...and she told me to take care of you..and I'm going to take care of you." He doesn't even try to hold back his tears any more, still keeping his eyes shut he lets tears fall I pull him on my lap and hold him tight I start to slowly rock back and forth.
"So ayato...I must protect and love you. But it's me that's hurting you...when...I bit you..I lost control....I was jealous, so jealous that I lost it...and went to far. And I'm afraid that it might happen again, so ayato if I ever lay a hand on you in a way that you don't like, or if I try and harm you. I need you, to fight back, punch me, slap me, claw me, kill me. Don't let me hurt you, when you say that your never gonna leave me even if I hurt you....it brakes my heart, that you don't care about your own life because of me. So I need you to fight me even use your kagune if you have to, make sure to never let me hurt you..." After I say that he fully bursts out crying as he jumps from my arms and tackles me in a hug.
"K-kaneki!! You idiot! Stupid kaneki! I love you to much to ever hurt you!! I would never use my kagune on you, if your not safe I'm not safe! If your broken I'm broken! If your dying I'm dying....if...your dead....I'm dead.." He shouts as he hugs me tighter,'touka....you have stubborn brother.' I think to myself as I smile while tears start to roll down my cheeks
"No ayato...please, please just promise me, never let me hurt you I don't wanna hurt you...I'm unstable my love...you have stolen my heart, so hold onto it. And I'll hold onto yours, I'll hold it gently and protect it, but you my love...keep my heart in your cage and lock it, cause my heart will lose control, and may damage yours...so keep holding onto the key for my caged heart."

T-T