Shawn Mendes One-Shots

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(Y/N)'s POV

"Come on babe, it will be fun, I promise." He said as he tried to convinced me to go to the club with him and his friends.

"I'm not sure Shawn." I answered skeptically.

"Please? Just this once? For me?" He tried again.

"Why would you want me there? I'm pretty sure I'm going to be left out." I sighed.

"You're not going to be left out. I will be with you the whole time. I promise."

I sighed but ended up agreeing, in which I regret as of this moment.

So here I am sat on this couch all by myself, while my lovely boyfriend is happily chatting away with his friends.

You know that saying about feeling alone in a crowded room? Yeah, that's how I feel at the moment.

He would look at me from time to time in which I will give him a nod and a fake smile in return to reassure him that I'm fine.

I know I'm lying to him but he's having fun, I don't want to ruin that for him by being a party pooper.

I sighed as I took a drink from my glass of water.

He has been doing this quite a lot recently. Partying, going out with his friends, drinking, more partying, and more drinking.

I understand that he's a young boy, and he really wants to catch up with his friends since he's on tour most of the time but I need him too.

I miss him too.

I just need his attention to be on me for once.

When he comes back from tour, he would usually go out with his friends and go partying. He rarely stays at home to just be there with me. To be just us.

He would sneak in, in the middle of the night and just fall asleep next to me, too intoxicated to even say goodnight or even notice that I am still awake.

I don't know what has happened to him but I can't seem to gather up the courage to ask him about it.

I can't be selfish right? I mean, he hasn't seen his friends for a while, and if he wants to hang out with them, who am I stop stop him?

"Hey there (Y/N)." A voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Hi Nash." I gave him a small smile.

"You okay? Why are you here all by yourself?" He asked as he sat next to me.

"If I'm being honest? No. I just want to leave this place. And well, he's busy I guess." I sighed and gestured towards where Shawn was standing.

He looked at me for a moment then searched for Shawn. He then shook his head disapprovingly.

"He can be pretty dumb sometimes." He said out of the blue.

"Yeah."

"You need to tell him off (Y/N)." He said in a serious tone. I shook my head no. "I can't Nash. I don't want to ruin his happiness."

"I swear, if your not telling him off, I will. He has hurt you enough already." He looked at where Shawn was standing moments ago and his eyes widened.