Illusion

Gotta let you know

So sick of love songs
But maybe they aren't songs
Maybe it's just a tune
I want to bloom
Into a flower
In a dark room
But I need light to get through
This thing they call life
Boy I thought you were right
I thought you could save me
But you couldn't oh baby
I'm sorry that I tried
All the nights that I've cried
I can never have it back
It's time to get back on track
I'm growing each and everyday
So check this out hey!
You hurt me that's over
Thought I found a four leafed clover
But you threw me over your shoulder
Carried me up a mountain
And watched me drain down the fountain
In which we created
Oh the pain is what I hated
The most and it's from you
You got me feeling oh so blue
I keep on falling like Alicia
Being mistreated like I'm Keisha
Fucked over like I'm Kim
Wasted like my name is Ben
But quite frankly you can't see
What you're doing to me
So I think it's best that I leave.
Cause I just keep bleeding
The love it won't stop
This time I will not
Forget her in the making
All this time I was faking
Do you ever see me
Do you feel like you need me
Cause baby boy I see you
And everything that is so true
But I don't get that in return
So I'm gonna let it burn
The walls I had built
Were torn down by the guilt
From the fear of the past
That wouldn't make this love last
I'm scared to say
That I might walk away
Because it's not me its you
And I've given up too soon
I tried waiting longer
But they got stronger
And now it's stronger than my mind
So I could never find
The right time to tell
You that I'm not doing well
Because I'm carrying your seed
The one you placed in me
baby yes it's true
And it's not one but two.