Illusion

The Messenger

Honestly
I'm afraid of you becoming another story I have to tell the next human that hurts me
Because it's a pattern I've gotten used to
And I'm sorry
Yes I feel unwanted
Because I'm not with you
I put so much in this bond we had
Never wanted to make you sad
Always held you down
Never let them niggas clown
You because it's you
The one who shines bright
But I held on so tight
That my grip is now a flash
Of the dark boys from my past
When I see you I see them
I'm choking by the stem
A flower that can't grow
And guess what else you should know
I've never made you feel like you have to speak to me
I go through my day praying that the lord distracts me
So you can feel that hurt feeling
That this break is slowly revealing
I don't want it to come when I'm gone
Cause baby you and I belong
Together as one
The moves we make they can be done
Our lights are enough to shine
And cover earth til it's time
To behold the great one
Who is the only son
Of the most high God
Praise him
Bow down
Don't make a sound
Just let him make his move
Whether it's me or it's you
I can't leave I need to stay
I think of you throughout my days
I'm just marking off the tallies
Of when the hurt will heal me ,sadly
You can't see your wrongs
That's have lasted so long
Baby boy open yours eyes
This world is telling you lies
Don't forget about he
Who is the only king
That made a you and a me
Forever and Always
-He