Illusion

In The Middle

At this point I'm torn in two
The part that knows the truth
And the part that shows my youth
This explains the simple root
Of where it all started .
Part of me wants to go
Another part wants to stay
But at this point baby all I can say
Is you gotta open your eyes
And see what's inside
Cause sooner or later I won't be the one to vibe
With you anymore because my love isn't shallow
It's deeper than the river valleys at every corner of this earth
I've known my worth since the very second of my birth .
Baby please get down and plead to the one
We call Jesus.
Because you know that we need us
As in us I mean you and in you I mean me
As in me I see we
but that's only if you believe .
Baby boy I'm so tired of being slung into a wall
It's either we build it back up
Or it's bound to crash and fall.
My love for you is enough to cover this earth
I know right now it can work
If we lock our minds together
And pray that Christ makes it better .
But that's a time of its own
I will never know
How you truly feel
Until you do reveal
The true desire of your heart
The one that split us apart
Because I make you unhappy
But what is it that I'm lacking
You never lied and you were faithful
Maybe I shouldn't rock the cradle
Of the boys from my past
Help me get a better grasp
On this thing they call love
I know it comes from above
At this point I'm still unaware
If I can even share
My dreams with anyone
Cause boy oh boy I'm so sprung
Over you it's you
The one who is so true
But I hate you all the same
But I'm the one to blame
Yet I thank you
For hurting me
And opening my eyes to see
That it really wasn't me
But her, the destiny.