[Completed] PEACEMINUSONE Clothing Co.

Chapter 27

I see... so that's the answer then. I guess I already knew... there was no way someone like Jiyong hyung could truly fall in love with someone like me. He's just like a cat, fascinated with his new toy. His kind words and attitude is just his way of amusing himself. But... because of that, I've fallen for him.

These feelings that I cannot express in words begin to overflow within me. I grip my hands tightly and attempt to hold back my tears.

Just like his father to his mother, he's just... using me.

"Seungri... The reason I've been so attached to you is because I'm certain that you are the one. I don't understand it myself." Jiyong hyung said in a low voice. "But, I... Ever since I met you, I... I've been designing clothes because I've wanted to see you smile.

His voice and his words are gentle, but a part of me cannot believe it. At that moment, I... I realize that what I had wanted from him wasn't sweet, gentle words or presents of necklaces, cafes and jewelry. What I wanted was his heart. His unwavering words of love. Having realized this, I can't hold back my tears any longer.

"Seungri... You really are... so unfair." he said.

"Huh...?"

"You cry silently like that and yet you never tell me how you really feel. Is it really that hard to trust me?"

"That's not what it is."

"Then tell me everything. I have, haven't I?"

However, I cannot bring myself to tell Jiyong hyung that I want his words of love. All I can do is try my best to wipe away my tears.

"Seriously!" he shouted in an irritated voice.

Then he kissed me forcefully.

I'm at lost for words. I don't know what's going on anymore.

"What's wrong with you...? If you want me to stop, then stop me! Or say something if this is what you want! Do you enjoy making fun of me like this?" he shouted again.

Why is he the one whose getting mad? I'm the once that's being used here.

"Hyung, you're the one that's making fun of me." I finally said.

"What?"

"Why would you do something like this if you don't even like me?"

"Huh...?"

"The reason you've done all this for me is because you need me in order to take down you're father, right? That's what you wanted ever since we first me. It might have all been a joke for you, Jiyong, but I can't take it that way. I don't know if what you're saying is the real deal or just a joke."

"What do you mean by joke? Is that what you think of me? Are you serious..? Haha... harsh. So you think of me as such a low-life who will use other people. Honestly. Go to bed. You've got work tomorrow, right?" he scoffed.

"Okay." I answered plainly.

"You better not try to leave again, okay? You promised that you wouldn't leave as long as I kept my promise. After all the times that you told me to keep my promises, you better not break yours."

"You're right... Okay."

"You should put ice on your eyes or they'll be puffy tomorrow."

"Right."

I return to my room and take some ice out of the mini fridge and place them over my eyes. I know that I shouldn't cry anymore, but I can't seem to stop the tears from falling.

The reason for that...

I know exactly why I have feelings for him, but I don't know why he would feel anything for me.