I'm Just Playing Pretend

Chapter twelve (BONUS CHAPTER!)- Without Her

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(This is a bonus chapter continuing off of the bad ending, a sort of small sequel. I hope you enjoy! Sans is getting what he deserves... this also takes place a year after the reset, when (y/n) is still dead)

Sans's POV

I solemnly get up off of my bed. The kid refused to reset again. That bastard. Normally I don't even get up. My life is so grey without her.

(Y/n), the one that got away. It's been a year. I miss her so much. She was the only one that could ever make me happy. Everyone's practically given up on me, even my own brother.

If only I wasn't so stupid! Everything I did just killed her more. She would still be alive if it wasn't for me. I've gone insane...

...Everything hurts. I hate it.

I slowly get out of bed and slip on her (f/c) jacket under my blue one. It still smells like her... it brings back so many memories.

I walk downstairs. Papyrus is gone. He's been living with mettaton for the past week. I'm so lonely. It all hurts without her. If only I could've done something to save her.

I walk outside. The park is close to my house anyway. I pick up her favorite flowers from a shop. Once I make it to the park, the cherry tree is still in bloom. Even when she killed herself on it.

It hurts knowing I caused this.

I look up at her rope. It's still hanging on the branch. Bark has grown over where it was tied to the tree, and the rope has become so stiff no one can cut it.

Strangely, her flowers are growing on it. The ones she always loved smelling. I look up at it in despair.

"Why, (y/n)... why did you leave me?" I cry. "Why... why... WHY?!" I scream at the rope.

"PLEASE! (Y/N)! PLEASE ANSWER ME!" I call out.

But nobody came.

"Please, love..." I cry softly. The familiar feeling of tears are dripping down my skull. "I can't live without you..."

"Your smile, your voice, your personality. All of it, love... please... come back to me..." I cry. I'm on my knees under the noose. I want her back. I just want her back...

Everything she's done for me, and I threw it all away. "Please, please just let me hold you one last time... please come back..." I whisper, tears flooding down from my eye sockets.

A few of her flowers fall onto me. I look up and get an idea. Maybe she won't come back to me, but I can come to her...

Not like anyone will miss me here anyway.

||WARNING: suicidal actions here!||

I take her flowers in my skeletal hands, and start climbing the tree. With every step I go higher, my hopes raise. I can see her again.

I reach the branch she was standing on that horrible day. I walk towards the rope, covered in those beautiful flowers. I remember every aspect of her.

Her sparkling (e/c) eyes, her happy smile whenever she would see me, her amazing sense of humor, and her dazzling personality. I slowly step closer and closer towards the noose.

As I take the last step, I feel a tap behind me. Soft, gentle hands touch me. I turn around to see her.

I run on the sturdy branch to meet her in her white clothes. This is the second time. She's crying. I want to brush away her tears with my thumb, but I go through her. "NO! Please, (y/n)! COME BACK TO ME!!" I scream at her. She looks up and hugs me. It feels like light dew.

I don't get wet, however. She hugs me but I can hardly feel any of it. She is sobbing. Some tears are running onto my jacket fur. I'm screaming at her, begging her to come back.

She backs away, her misty form smiling so kindly. Her rosy cheeks are wet with tear stains.

"Love, you have so much to live for without me. You can't do what I did." She says, faintly. I cry out to her "yes! I can! I want to be with you so badly! I can't do it without you!" "Sans, please! I love you so much but you have to stay. For everyone that cares so much about you."

"No one cares about me anymore. You do, love. Please, let me come with you!" She looks down. Starting to fade into nothingness.

I run up to the noose, and jump at it.

Before I can reach it, I'm pulled down from the tree by orange magic. My brother lifts me down, and looks at me disappointedly.

"Brother, it's time to let her go. She's gone." He says. I thrash around in the air. "NO!! SHES NOT GONE!! LET ME GO!! I CAN BE WITH HER! SHES NOT GONE!!" I scream. I can't go without her.

He lifts me into some kind of vehicle. It's so dark inside. I reach my hands out to where (y/n) is, sitting on her branch. She looks at me before fading completely. I scream and try to run back to her, yelling her name.

Two monsters in suits drag me back into the car, shoving a straight jacket on me and closing the doors again, locking them. I lay down on the floor, crying. She's really gone. I can't love her.

Before the car drives off, I hear a muffled voice.

"Poor guy, he loved her so much, he must have started seeing her and hearing her voice. He's gone insane without her."

OKAY IM SORRY! I WANTED TO DO THIS!

If you want a good ending to this bonus chapter, TELL ME HERE!

This means war against Sans! Anyone think this also may be the start of AsylumTale? Idk. I just wanted sans to feel bad for killing you.

Song-
Say Something- by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera

Anyway,
your masochistic author-chan out!~