I'm Just Playing Pretend

Chapter Eleven (Bad ending)- You Caused This

{feel free to play the music as needed!}

Sans's POV

I heard a knock on the door, and I got up off the couch to answer it. On the doorstep was a note inside of a (f/c) jacket.

I picked it up and looked at it. It was a small letter written in (y/n)'s untidy/neat handwriting. My main senses tell me not to open it, but something inside my soul is compelling me to, so I do.

Sans,

I know you probably hate me, but I want to tell you something before I leave...I love you. And I know it's stupid because you love Sutton. I don't know if you could tell, but I was depressed. Very depressed. And Sutton didn't help. If you want to see me for the last time, come to the place where we first fell for each other. However, you might already be too late. I just want you to know that I love you, and I hope you're happy.

For the last time, Sincerely, (y/n).

As if I had snapped out of a trance, I realized. I love her. (Y/n), not that witch. I've got to get to her before she does what I hope she isn't going to do.

I think she's going to kill herself.

I grab the (f/c) jacket, and run outside, into the light snow. I run into the park, and look around I call her name but get no response. I see the faint blur of a light pink cherry tree.

Where we first fell for each other.

I run up to it, blue tears running down my face, praying and wishing I'm not to late. I see nothing, then I look up. There she is, beautiful in the snow, surrounded by swirling cherry petals. I scream her name, but I get no response.

I'm too late.

She's hanging there with a rope around her slender neck, smiling beautifully. I stare with tears running down my cheekbones. She's dead. And it's all my fault.

I'm screaming and crying, and I collapse onto my knees, burying my face into her jacket, soaking it. I never got to tell her how much she was worth it, and how much I loved her.

She was always so happy, and would to anything to make me smile. I loved her so fucking much.

But I screwed it all up. "P-please... please say t-this is a-a pran-nk, please, (y/n) it's not funny anymore... I-i can't live without you, I'll go mad... please... please..." I'm touched on the shoulder. There in white clothes is (y/n), and she's smiling warmly at me. I sob and reach out to hug her, but I feel nothing. My hand goes through her.

She kisses my lips, and fades away into nothingness. I scream and feel my soul shattering. I look up again at her dead body. She committed suicide because of me. I killed her.

My world is broken without her. All those resets and timelines, I had loved her, and this one, when I had time to love her, I took it for granted, and I made her kill herself.

She was the only thing that could make me forget everything. All my pain and hurt, she could take it for me. And I misused it. I'm going insane already without her.

I run back to the house, screaming and crying. "FRISK! YOU HAVE TO RESET! (Y/N)'S KILLED HERSELF, PLEASE!" Frisk jumps up and resets, with tears in their squinted eyes. I can get her back. I can have her again and hold her. And I'll never let her go this time.

*RESET

I smile as my vision turns white. The timeline has gone back.

I wake up on the surface, back to when we first escaped. (Y/n) was usually in the crowd of people getting a look at us. "(Y/N)!! WHERE ARE YOU! (Y/N)!" I yell with a smile on my skull. Her old friend, Alana looks at me from the crowd. "Do you know where (y/n) is? I'm looking for her." She sympathetically looks at me.

"You won't find her, sir. She committed suicide last week. I'm sorry." She walks away. My smile immediately drops. I was too late after all. I run away to the park where we would always kiss someway or another. Those were the days when I could hold her, and I could love her.

I look up, to see many cherry petals falling around me, some landing on my skull. Hanging from a branch, is a rope, with a noose.

And through the noose is a (f/c) jacket, and a note.

Sans,

I'm sorry. I still love you, even though I'm gone.

Goodbye love.
(Y/n)

I LIKE THIS ENDING BETTER. I LIKED IT SO MUCH BETTER BUT IM NICE SO IM GIVING YOU BOTH. THE MUSIC IS THE BEST FOR THIS ONE I THINK.

There will be more one-shots and an epilogue.

Tell me if you want a prequel/sequel.

Music- Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol- Piano Cover

Anyway, author-chan out!~