I'm Just Playing Pretend

Chapter Nine- My Last Kiss Goodbye

(FUCKKKKK!!!!! THIS CHAPTER ACCIDENTALLY GOT DELETED! THIS IS A REWRITE! IM SORRY!! 😭)

*Flashback Sequence*

I walk down the path to the cherry tree. My friend, well... crush has asked me to meet him here. His name is Sans. Although I've only known him for about a week, but it feels we've known each other for a long time. Almost in a past life... he always seems to know everything about me, and I him. It's early spring, and that cherry tree is in bloom. Every time I walk by it, I feel a sense of nostalgia. I don't know why. Anyway, I walk under the tree, the light pink cherry petals flying around me. I hear the familiar sound of teleportation behind the dark trunk. Out walks Sans, blushing blue. "Hey (y/n)." He says. I smile. "Hey. What do you need to tell me?" His blush becomes darker. "Uh.. I. Um. I really, REALLY like you, (y/n). And I know it's only been a week, but I feel like we've known each other forever. You're so funny, sweet and just... amazing. It would make me so happy if you'd go out with me... or even maybe consider being my...girlfriend?" He asks, slowly shrinking into his jacket fur. I chuckle a little, blushing a vibrant red. I lift his bony chin up, so he's his normal height. Just a little taller than me. I bring him in, so his grin meets my lips. His eye sockets widen in surprise, before closing again, pulling me in by my waist, the cherry petals swirling around us. It is strange, but it feels so right. We pull away, smiling and blushing together.

"Y'know, Sans, I think I love you." I say.

"God (y/n), you don't know how much I love you to-"

*RESET

*Flashback End*

I wake up to the beeping of the hospital machine. Papyrus and frisk are sitting in the corner, comforting each other, while Slutton and Sans are in the other corner. Sans cradling her in his lap, blushing bright blue, while she's peppering with kisses. My eyes start collecting tears, remembering the strange dream I just had. It hurts. It hurts so bad.

I shake my head and sit up in bed, gathering the attention of Papyrus and Frisk. Frisk runs over to the bed and jumps on my lap. They start rapidly signing something I can't understand, while Papyrus is rambling on about something.

They both finish at the same time, beaming, and they hug me. It hurts my head. Paps says something and walks out the door holding hands with frisk. I smile, before I notice Slutton walking up to me.

I get out of the bed and confront her. Might as well keep the mask on. I weakly smile before she punches me to the floor.

I cough up a little blood. "You idiot. You think you're soooooooo clever, don't you?! Well, you'll always be a worthless piece of trash. To me, and sans, and EVERYONE. You're a waist of space. Everyone HATES you. They've all given up on you. And sans? He hates you the most, he doesn't care about you. Only ME. He HATES you. You should just go die, you stupid worthless piece of garbage." She slaps me, over and over again. My entire face is covered in cuts and blood.

She walks out, and sans walks in. "I don't want you near me... please..." I plead, crying. He smiles, and I can't notice a dark mist out of his eyes and chest, my eyes are sealed shut from dried blood. He kicks and punches me, and I'm smiling. I can't stop. It hurts. Everything hurts. Make it stop...please...

He eventually stops and whispers in my cut-up ear. "She's not wrong, you know." I smile, tears cascading down my cheeks. "You really are a worthless piece of trash, (y/n)."

<timeskip because I don't think you all want more shite like that.>

I limp down the street to my shared house with my old friends. Maybe they'll let me in. I only have a notepad and a pen from the hospital. All my other things are at Sans's house.

I knock on the door. No response. Again, no response. After the third time, Max, Kathryn's Neko boyfriend opens the door, and slaps me. "I can't fuckin' believe you hurt her. YOU HURT HER!" He punches my jaw, causing me to bleed again.

Samantha appears behind Max. "(Y/n), after all you've done, I can't believe you have the nerve to come back here. You think we are gonna trust you again just like that?" She snaps her fingers. "Yeah, NO."

Everyone steps out of the house, including kathryn in an arm brace. They proceed to beat me up more than I already am. I just take it, standing there and smiling. I've got to keep smiling.

They finish, and leave me to die on my own. I limp down the street, and I'm leaning against the side of a building. I hear a voice inside.

"-BACKBONE!" A smooth, deep voice says. It's sans. I start crying, crying my heart out. But I keep smiling. I have to.

After about an hour, the doors open, and a crowd of people walk out, talking and laughing.

They don't care. No one does.

I take out the pen and notepad, and start writing my last kiss goodbye.

DAYYUUMMMNNNN. I had to rewrite this chapter because I accidentally deleted it, BUT, I think this is good too.

Tell me if you cried, that means I did a good job!

Music- Daughter- Youth

Thanks for understanding!

Anyway,
Author-chan out!~