Psychotic Passion (Antisepticeye X Reader)

What Happened Last Night?

Sean and you chatted for a bit longer that day, and since you were off work that day and the next, you offered to help him unpack his stuff. The warm weather was nice as the two of you pulled stuff out of his boxes, while laughing and talking about all the cool video game items he had. The two of you seemed to get along quite well.

Soon enough, the day turned into a lovely sunset, and faded into a gorgeous night. You exchanged numbers, and then you headed back to your place for the night. You curled in bed and laid there, unwilling to fall into your dream land, and thought to yourself 'now is the time I can see Him again'.

Click.
You heard a slight click of a door knob and all your senses had heightened. You were wide awake, ready to jump out of bed at the slightest moment. As you laid there, unknowing of what may happen, you felt the end of your sink in. Someone was sitting on your bed! Your where ready for everything, and prepared your thoughts for fighting, you heard something.

"Hello again my sweet thing." You wanted to smile after hearing his low, dark voice compliment you, but you remained still hoping he would think your asleep. You could feel your bed move up again with foot steps following, walking closer to where your head was.

"Soon enough you'll become my dark queen, and I will give you everything you could ever need. Anything to please." You felt a cold hand hold your face, and you couldn't help but to smile softly. You slid your hand up and put your over his on your face and sat up slightly, leaning your head into his hand.

You slowly opened your eyes, pretending to be all sleepy, then saw its sweet eyes, still out of this world. You could see a light pink across his cheeks, and his facial expression was one of pure aww. You chuckled a little at the sight.

"You're so cute." You sleepily whispered then chuckled a little. His cheeks went from a pink to red and you smiled.

The next thing you know, your room started turning completely black with hints of green. The black seemed to be alive with they way it grew over everything. Anti then faded into a shadow just has he did before in your kitchen, then he poofed into a black mist, leaving you alone in the dark void of your room. You started breathing heavy as the black began to ingulf everything in your room, and it seemed that the room itself was in closing on you. Tears formed on the edge of your eyes, and you stood up, noticing that the black was slowly growing over your bed. You were terrified. Your hands started to shake, and your whole body started to sweat. Your heart pounded against your chest, making it really difficult to breath. The dark began to grow onto your feet and made its way up your legs. It was cold and made you feel like those parts of you didn't exist. You started sinking into it. You panicked and started screaming.

"Anti! Sean! Please someone!" You felt you lungs collapse and you couldn't breath. You could feel it taking over you throat and you gasped for air. You chocked on the nothing in your mouth. You tried coughing but you struggled knowing you can't cough without air.

"(Y/n)! (Y/N)!!" You shot up out of your bed and took in a huge deep breath with several faster deep breaths after. Your whole body was shaking and you were drenched in sweat. Tears streamed down your face uncontrollably. You really thought you were going to die.

"(Y/n), are you okay?" Sean was kneeling next to your bed. He had shook you awake and look so scared and worried. 'What had happened?' Your mind wondered as you replayed the events of last night in your head. 'Was it all a dream? I don't remember falling asleep.' A surging pain went through your head and you held it tightly.

"Auh.. m-my.. head.." your voice trembled and you could barely form the words on your lips, your throat burned with a raging fire.

"Hold still. I'll get you something for that." Sean said quickly then got up and took a few steps for you interrupted him.

"My.. throat... i-it burns.." your hole body felt week and drained of all energy around. Your head spun and your stomach felt like a void filled with heavy bricks. The world spun around you has you breathed heavily, your heart was still trying to break through your chest.

"Don't speak (y/n), it might make it worse. I'll be back in a little bit with something to help with that. Don't worry." He gave you a sweet smile then ran out the room. With the room spinning you felt sick. If you didn't get to the bathroom, your dinner from the night before would be all over your bed. You felt the feeling in your throat and you had to move. With your body still shaking, you moved what part of your thrown around blanket that was on you. They felt like five tone weights as you slid them off. Your legs screamed at you as tried moving them off the bed. You held the edge of the bed tight as you put your weight on your weak legs, feeling them creak as more and more of you slide on. Your legs shook as they protested the cruel behavior of gravity.

You lifted one of your legs to try to walk, but the other gave out from the massive pressure on it, and you collapsed. With your arms to weak to move as fast as you normally do, you landed on your face. Your grunted with frustration. 'This isn't right. What happened to me? Why am I like this?' You took a few deep breaths then lifted your self and leaned on one arm as you used the other to help you at least stand to a crawl.

"What.. The Absolute...FUCK..Is Wrong..WITH ME!?" You yelled in anger. 'Why am I so fucking angery!? I don't get this angry that often. Thinking about it, barely at all! So why..?' The tears began again as you sniffled.

"Th-this isn't me.." your arms grew weaker and you lost the will to get to the bathroom. You felt your stomach and throat get ready reject everything in your belly, but your head had gotten really light, and your vision blurred. Your body collapsed once again, with only consciousness leaving you, and not your food.

[ Authors Note ] (please read)

I kinda want to thank you guys for reading this! This morning I check and I had 61 reads! That's a lot more than I thought I'd ever have! Just thank you so much! It means so much to me!
I still apologize for the misspelling, or back Grammer. This is my first fanfiction and I hope you guys are likening it so far.
One last thing. I do plan on taking this somewhere with Anti. It's just going to be a while. I need to show the behavior of him before I can make you fall for him. Sorry if you would rather seem a quicker transmission, just bare with me please.
Thank you for reading, and please continue.