Psychotic Passion (Antisepticeye X Reader)

Just be careful

In the morning you woke up in your bed, Anti wrapping his arm around you. He was so sweet, except... something seemed off. You look up to see Anti but with lighter green hair, and normal ears.

"Sean!?" You jumped back and startled your snuggler awake.

"The fuck!?" Sean had jumped up and rolled off the bed. You ran over to the other side and quickly helped him up.

"Why am I here?" He asked as you sat him on the bed. He was so confused. You don't really remember what had happened either. You only remember Anti caring you to your room. You must've fallen asleep in his arms. Sean looked at you startled and concerned.

"Did we do things?" He hesitated as your mind when straight to the dirty, perverted side of you. You tried your best to remember if you Anti had but nothing came to you. You would remember is that happened.

"If by things you mean do the dirty, then no. I think I would remember if that happened." Sean seemed to become relaxed after that. You understood why. You wouldn't want to not remember doing things like that, expecially with your neighbor.

"Okay that solves that mystery." He sighed. This morning hasn't been a good one for him.

"Shit! I'm not going to upload on time!" He started to run out of the room when you noticed he dropped his wallet.

"Jack! Your wallet!" He turned around quick, then you realized the change in names. 'Fuck! I watched too many videos last night! I hope he didn't notice.' He turned back and grabbed his wallet.

"I do appreciate you watching my videos." Then he hurried out the door. Yup. He noticed.

You sighed then smiled. Today was going to be a great day. You got up out of bed and headed to the kitchen to make breakfast. Each step you took as graceful and lively. You were practically skipping into the kitchen when you suddenly stopped. A thought had crossed your mind. 'Sean is just a friend.' You felt your whole body sink into a sadness after realized that the man you have grown to enjoy so very very much, was only a piece of your neighbor. 'Anti is Sean, but he's not.' Your mind drifted to the next step to yours and Anti's relationship which made you even sadder. 'It would feel wrong to date Sean knowing that I'm not there for him. I'd only be doing it to be with Anti.'

Slowly walked into the kitchen, dragging your feet a bit, and began searching the cupboards and fridge for the ingredients to make your favorite breakfast. You would need it to boost your emotions in a positive way. After all, the man you enjoyed, wasn't human.

"I guess I have to love both to make sure I don't hurt the one I don't want" You said out loud while cooking. Your stiring was slow after losing motivation to do anything. You decided that you were just going to watch more videos of Sean after eating. It was something that would make you happy and it didn't take much energy to do it.

After eating and watching watching some videos, you texted Sean curious about Anti.

You: Hey Sean. I've got a question.

Sean: Great timing! I just finished recording. What's up?

You: I'm just wondering if you and Anti share memories? I mean, he was created by your memories so it would make sence, but you had no clue how you got to my bed last night.

Sean: No we don't. We're two completely different people but sharing the same body. Wait.. Anti wasn't sleeping with you, was he!?

You: No. Not in a mature, did the dirty do way. Just cuddled.

Sean: You do realize that he's just doing that to make you like him, get you to tell him everything you enjoy, just so he could make your life miserable right!? That wasn't smart!

You: Maybe it wasn't. But I'm not dead.

Sean: If your not dead then he's going to use you. That's how it works.

You: Okay maybe it is. But at the moment I have no proof. Besides I've been through alot so I really don't think he could hurt me.

Sean: Just because you don't think he can hurt you, doesn't mean he won't. I'm just trying to look after you okay. You're a really amazing person.

You smile when you read that message. Your felt your heart flutter a bit as woft of giddiness over comes you.

You: Okay I'll be careful. Or at least I won't let my guard down. Thank you Sean.

Sean: No worries. I'm going to come over, do you mind?

You: No not at all! :D Your welcome any time you please.