Psychotic Passion (Antisepticeye X Reader)

Then Make Me Your Queen

"(Y/n)!" You heard a familiar voice call your name, but you have no idea who's it was. Your head had a massive pressure of a thousand cows sitting on top of you. your whole body felt numb and had an odd tingly sensation to it. Everything seemed off and not right. You came in and out of consciousness, every now and then seeing a bit of light, then closing your eyes again. The voices came but you were too weak to react to their ever lasting torment.

"I told you to stay where you were." There's it was again. That voice. It wasn't at all like the others in your head. It was calming and made the others fade and go quiet. But, whose was it? Your mind flooded with thoughts and images of the dream the night before. You wondered what could have happened if Sean hadn't woke you before the black had engulfed you completely. Sean! It was Sean's voice!

Your eyes shot open and you looked around quickly, hoping to meet your eyes with his. Luckily you did and a wave of relief flowed through you. Your nerves and muscles relaxed as you looked into his deep blue eyes. Everything about him seemed to be a safe place. He handed you a warm cup that seemed to be tea since the tea bag was still in it, and you gave you a soft warm smile. You were about to drink it until he interrupted you.

"Your not allergic to ibuprofen are you? Just shake your head if not. I don't want your throat hurting anymore." You shook your head in response and he gestured to the liquid.

"Okay good. It's tea with honey to sooth your throat, some extra sugar to sweeten it a bit more. I thought if you like your coffee as sweet as you do then you would with tea too." You smiled and nodded to show him that he was right. You sipped on the tea to see that it was perfect as to how you liked it! It wasn't burning hot and nor was it too cold. It wasn't too sweet to where it hurt the enamel in your teeth, nor was it not sweet enough. It was perfect! You drank it slowly but impatiently, wanting to down it all.

"I also crushed up a bit of ibuprofen and stirred it in there to help with her headache." You smiled and nodded again, thanking him in away. He nodded and smiled as well. After you gulped down the rest of the tea, you noticed that your body was returning to normal. Your body seemed to regain it's strengh once again and you smiled with achievement! You grew excited and swiftly through your fist at the air in frount of you and pulling your other one back next to your body, just like your father had shown you before he passed away. You held your stance for a moment while you let the happiness spread through your body.

"Is that really all you put in that!?" You asked Sean excitedly. You had gotten your energy and spunk back. You jumped out of bed and smiled brightly. Sean just looked at you and smiled back.

"That's all I put in there. Just something to make my dark queen feel better." A wave shock washed over your body as dread sunk in. Sean's voice had lowered and he smiled a bright smile, reveling shark pointed teeth, just like Anti had. Sean's head had twitched and his hair had darkened.

"Anti..?" You questioned as he stepped closer to you. He slowly blinked and his eyes changed to the green and black eyes that you had seen before. You took a step back and noticed you had backed into the wall. He chuckled.

"Hey there sweet thing." He spoke to you now standing right in frount of you. Your heart began to race. His eyes seemed to shine with galaxies in them, and you noticed you had lost yourself in them. You were so infatuated that you didn't noticed him smirk then grab your wrists and slam then on the wall next to you. You blushed lightly and took in a quick breath and let it out lightly. Your heart picked up the pace as you felt his chest lean against yours and sliding his face to the side of your, careful not to touch you. Then he whispered gently into your ear.

"You have no idea how much I want to make you my queen, princess." His sweet, low voice sent chills down your spine and rose waves of goosebumps, covering your whole body. You could feel your face burn with a rose red blush. With out realizing it, you had lightly bit your lip, hoping and wishing we would say more. The anticipation killed you u till you felt the pressure against your body, and around your wrists had faded, and you saw a black puff of mist. He had left.

You slid down the wall, your brain trying to wrap around what happened. 'Sean was Anti? Or was Anti Sean? I thought they were two different people. Is Anti a demon? Why did he make my heart race? Why did I blush?'

You stood back up after what seemed like ten or twenty minutes, no conclusions had been made when coming to the two of them. You walked over to your nightstand next to your bed and pulled your phone out of the frount drawer. You had gotten Sean's number while helping him unpack and decided to text him.

You: hey, are you okay? I doubt you'll answer, but I don't know that it's like, so I thought I would make sure you were okay. I'm sorry all this happened..

You clicked off your phone and headed to the kitchen. You had no idea when the last time you ate was, let alone what day it was. Wait, what day was it!? You clicked on your phone again to see that the date was June 13th, 2017 11:28am. You were an hour late for work! You quickly called your boss.

"Hello?" She answered quickly and seemed to be calm. They were having a slow day, good.

"Hey Amber, it's (y/n). I'm sorry to have called so late. I seemed to over work myself yesterday, and collapsed. If I stay as weak as I am now, I'll be calling a friend to take me to the doctors. I don't know if you would still like me to head to work or not." Your voice quivered slightly hoping you wouldn't have to go in. You didn't like lying to your boss, but what had happened was worth hiding.

"(Y/n), we may need you, but you are one of the hardest workers I have." Hearing that made you smiled. It was nice hearing someone complement you on your work.

"You haven't called off work in the past 6 years that you've worked here, and you haven't taken any vacation time. At most I will give you a week of paid time off. But I do hope you recover quickly." You smiled and and got excited once again.

"Oh thank you so much Ms. Amber! I'll get back as soon as possible!" You both wished each other a great rest of the day and hang up. You felt pumped to do anything and decided to cook. But before you started to cook again, you clicked your phone back on to check to see if Sean had messaged you back, and thankfully he had.

Sean: No need to be sorry for anything. :D I'm assuming that Anti took over then?

You: Ya. What's it like when he does?

Sean: I don't really feel it. It's like passing out, but your consciousness doesn't fight back. Did you get hurt at all?

You: No, I wasn't hurt he just held me against the wall and vanished. How does he do that? What is he?

Sean: Well he's a darker side, like an inner demon of sorts. Everyone has one, but they split from you the more your exposed to traumatic experiences.

You: So then what happened to you? If you don't mind me asking, that is.

Sean: I really can't say, they take the memories with them.

You: So would Anti be able to tell me?

Sean: Sadly, no. He was created because of the memories. His existence erased them.

You: Oh sorry I asked then.

Sean: It's fine. But I do have to go. I have to record some videos for tomorrow. So I'll text you later.

You: Alright have fun with that! :P

Sean: I will. See ya! :D

You smile at all the information you had just gotten, then replayed the memory of Anti pressing himself against you. Your blush returned and your knees soon enough felt like jello. 'You have no idea how much I want to make you my queen, princess' echoed in your head as you took a deep breath and sighed. You loved every word he spoke, and thinking about it sent a shock in your chest that spread through your body. You felt your heart pound against your chest, longing for the same reason to pound. You looked out the glass back door in your kitchen, looking up at the sunny sky then whispered to yourself.

"Then make me your queen, Anti"