Before he steps closer to grab the plain gray nob of the door I pull him closer to me and reunite the kiss from earlier. This one is very quick though. When the kiss ended I whisper in his ears be mine. He replies with a hug and I couldn't be happier than ever.
I was back to school and the first person to greet me is my friend Ameerah and we talk/walk to my locker. She always asks me the same question everyday and I always give her the same response except for today. "So are you dating someone...let me guess no,"she says like always. "Actually this time your wrong I'm dating someone," I tell her watching her take in the news and watching her face turn into a grin. I immediately answer the question that was forming in her head. "You don't know him he doesn't go to this school," I tell her. The bell rings and she goes to her class leaving me at my locker.
~2 months later~
I see the blood drip down my wrist as the sharp metal touches my skin once more. I started cutting again because word got out that I was dating a guy and everyone made a big deal. All the guys in the lockeroom made a petition saying that I needed to change in the bathroom stall and be the last to come outside and sit in roll call. When I see the door open a little I immediately shut it and say that I'm busy. Then I hear scratches signalizing that Casper wanted to get in. He has grown in the past 4 months that I have gotten him. My parents knew that I had a boyfriend and were okay with it suprisingly. So when he came over they didn't question it. Today I was getting my rope necklace ready for the end. The end of my life. This life that I have written in pen and cannot erase and do it over. I sling over the ceiling fan and over my neck. I stand on my bed getting ready to jump but before, I think of the life I will leave behind. All the great memories and then the bad ones reach my mind and I reply all of them. Especially the dream I had in science one day. This caused me to inch closer to the edge of my bed. Before I could jump off Jonas comes in and catches me before I reach the floor and immediately takes of my rope necklace. He calls my parents to come and explain to them of what I just tried to do. They sent me to a mental hospital and I never liked it so I just told them I wouldn't do it anymore and they made me sign a contract about it. After that I had to check into another school because my mom and dad took me out of the other one and put me in North Hollywood Academy where Jonas went. On the first day of senior year we both walked in holding hands wondering how this would work out.
