Barely Breathing

Kateyln

Katelyn: Lunch

Right when 6th hour ended I got all my stuff crammed it into my locker and ran off to lunch. I ran up to the line and got my delicious salad and then ran and sat down at our regular table, and that’s when I saw Josie and Ericka come in to the lunch room. That’s when I started to clench my fists at my side; I casually walked up to them in the lunch line they both looked at me and smiled as I walked up to them.

“Hey girl hey!” Ericka said to me all smiley.

“Hey.” I said to her

“No hey for me…” Josie said

‘WHY WOULD YOU TELL NOAH THAT I WANT TO KILL MYSLEF!!?” I yelled at her angrily

“Whoa there honey quit screaming.” She said to me like I was a little kid

“Stop, this isn’t funny!” I yelled

“I thought he should know…” She said looking at her food as we walked to our table

“No, no he shouldn’t have because now he’s all worried about me!” I said to her loudly

“Calm down!” she yelled at me

“No, all that was private if I wanted to tell him I would’ve, I thought I could trust you!” I yelled

“I told you, you shouldn’t have told them!” Ericka chimed in

“THEM… Who’s them?” I sad madder

“She kind of told the consular…” Ericka said nervously

“She what!” right as I had said that tears were building up in my eyes I stormed out of the cafeteria and ran into the bathroom. I could hear Ericka and Josie yelling after me but I just ignored them, and that’s when the real tears came, they started streaming and streaming down my pale face. I was sobbing so hard it was hard to breath, I walked over to the mirrors and looked at myself, and there was black eyeliner and mascara down my face. My once beautiful curled blonde hair was now a blonde rats nest from all the running and yelling and crying. I felt like just falling asleep and never waking up, but then everything just got a little worse…