Emotionless Love (One Direction Fanfic)

Chapter 19

Francis P.O.V

I'm an embarrassment to all women! Crying like that in front of Louis; what was I thinking! I shouldn't have called him in the first place.

He let me just flat out sob on his shirt, leaving wet spots and smeared snot.

Ew.

"Do you want me to walk you up? Or I could come in, that's if you want me too." He shifted in his seat, as we sat in front of my house.

"No thank you." I get out the car, pull my shirt down, just to not look like a total piece of crap in front of Cason.

"Will you be ok?" His eyes are sincere and worrisome.

"Yeah, thanks though. And thanks for the ride." I force a smile, making my face hurt.

"I'd give you a ride any time. If you ever need one, ok?" He smiles back at me, not really sure if he should leave me here alone.

"Yeah... Bye Louis, thank you for everything." he nods, starts his car, and drives off down the street.

I go to the front door and knock a couple of times. I left my key in my backpack.

I hear the sound of footsteps, stampeding down the stairs from inside the house.

"Hey, how was dinner? Did you bring me back food? I've been waiting for it to get here, so hand it over." she doesn't even give me a chance to breath.

I stare at her for second, taking in her appearance. Her hair is just how it was when I left and she looks like a raccoon still.She's wearing a pair of my shorts and a see through top, showing her nipples.

She really needs to wear a bra before answering the front door.

"How was the get together?" I ask, my voice breaking a little, hinting that I just cried out the Nile river, but she doesn't notice.

"Didn't go. Friends canceled last minute. Where's the food?" She reaches a hand out to me, thinking i'll just plop a big container of Weasel home-cooking.

"I don't have any, I had to leave early."

"I thought we made a deal, brat!" She turns on her toes and storms through the kitchen, clanking pots and pans, cursing my name.

I walk inside the house and quickly run upstairs to my room.

I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I guess I could miss a day, but Cason would make me go shopping with her, since her classes ends at one.

I shut my bedroom door behind me,hearing Cason yell out crude things from downstairs about having to cook, and crawl under the covers of my bed.

I'm such a bad person; I always inflict pain on others because of my own insecurities. Its hard to tell the truth why, why this all started...

" I love you!" I shout out.

My face was heated, glowing from the embarrassment of this declaration. I dug my nails into my sweaty palms, to remind myself that I just said what i said. I squeezed my eyes closed, listening to the silence and the one or two giggles.

I can still hear the words ringing down the hallways, making me seriously regret this.

"What?" My crush asks.

I opened my eyes slowly, looking at the group of boys and girls huddled around 'him,always following like a couple of baby ducklings.

"I-I-I like you."I whisper, this time clutching onto the skirt of my dress.