Forever. || s.w & s.m

Chapter 32

Some time has passed and it's almost time for my little bundles of joy to come out! Today is going to be pretty chill. Hanging out with the boys by the pool, it'll be nice to go outside.

Right now Shawn is on his summer tour, but Sam has offered to stay with me until he comes back, just in case something happens with me while he's gone.

I really hate that he's away right now but I support him completely. So far Sam has been really sweet, he's informed me that he doesn't want to settle down with anyone right now, and likes playing in the game. Seriously such a boy thing to say but, whatever, he's happy and thats all that matters to me anymore. 

I reflect on our memories and I think, holy crap, I was such a dramatic teenager, why did I even have friends? But, then I remind myself that every teenager has raging hormones and that its normal. I'm excited for my future with Shawn. I always thought it would be Sam and I against the world forever but, life happens and things change and, I'm so happy that it did. I wouldn't have changed anything I did, because it got me to where I am today and I'm so content with that. 

"Regretting the nasty with Shawn now?" Sammy laughs.

"Ha-ha. Actually no, feelin' pretty happy about it as weird as that sounds," I reply honestly.

"Well, I'm so f*ckin proud of who you've become, Sky, of who WE'VE become,"

"I know! I was just thinking of how far we've come together! I can't believe I was such a braty teenager," I laugh.

"Oh yeah, I think you broke up with me like 6 different times?" He chuckles.

"Dude, I know! I'm sorry I was so ridiculous," 

"Aw no don't apologize, we wouldn't be here if you didn't break up with me all those times," He points out and laughs.

"Well, now you get to be an uncle and god parent!" I tell him, laughing to myself.

"Ya-! God parent? Really!? Wait which one? Are you serious???" He starts an interrogation.

"Haha, I was thinking you and Nate could be Septembers, and Gilinsky and Johnson could be Simons," I tell him my plan.

"For real?...Id seriously love that, Sky,"

"Absolutely! I trust you guys with anything and everything! Including two small humans," I smile.

"Aw that's too sweet, stop it," He brings me in for a big bear hug.

I close my eyes and take in his hug, I really need this right now. I'm so tired of keeping negative thoughts around to linger, push them out and keep the good! It's seriously been such a struggle, especially with pregnancy brain, but it's the best thing for anyone.

Suddenly, I feel a warm feeling go down my leg. I quickly break the hug and look down. 

"I think..my water just broke" I look up at him.

He slowly breathes in and puts his hands up, "What do I do, Sky, what do I do,"

"Uh, can you grab my hospital bag and get the car?" I ask calmly, not wanting to move.

"Absolutely," He runs off.

Here we go.

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"Oh my god, oh my god, ffffff, can you please....Holy F," I try to communicate to the doctor, but fail.

"Sorry Skylar, I know it's getting painful but you aren't there just yet, what did you want?"

This is getting so irritating! These contractions are AWFUL and I just want to squeeze the sh*t out of someone.

"I need Sam..and Gilinsky and Johns- GET MY FRIENDS," I breathe out this horrible contraction.