All Of Me

Ch. 5

Nas woke up the next morning and wiped his eyes. He yawned and sat up before getting out of bed. He looked at the clock: 8:30. He had an hour and a half to be ready to pick up Nicki and head to where he planned for them to go today.

Grabbing his phone, Nas checked his messages and furrowed his brows when he saw an unwanted number had texted him. 

M: >Y didn't you tell me you were back in NY ? I miss you bby

Nas shook his head in frustration. This girl wouldn't leave him alone. She was only good for when he needed her if you know what I mean. After the first time, she became attached and now he don't know how to get rid of her. This was the reason why he didn't tell her he was back in New York. She was annoying and he didn't want to be bothered with her - not while he had his daughter anyways.

He left her on read and put his phone down after responding to any important texts and emails. Heading to the shower, he quickly washed up and got out. After that he did his daily hygiene and went to Nazari's room to wake her up.

When he walked in, he noticed her bed was empty. "Ari," He called out, confused. He noticed the bathroom door was closed. 

He knocked and she opened it, looking up at him. "Yeah?" 

He noticed she was already dressed. "You took a bath already?" He asked her.

She nodded, "Yes. I did like you told me to." She ran her little fingers through her hair.

"Alright." Nas noticed her tugging at her hair full of curls and grabbed her hand. "Did your mom send a comb?" He asked.

Nazari nodded. "It's in my bag." She ran to retrieve the brush and comb along with a hair tie.

Nazari sat in her chain and let Nas attempt to place a ponytail in her head. When he finished, it was a pretty decent looking ponytail so he left it.

"That's good enough. It's time to go." He grabbed her hand and her both of their phones before leaving out of his condo.

-

Nas blew his horn as him and Nazari waited for Nicki to come out. Eventually she did wearing a stripped tank top and all white pants. Her hair flowed down her back in her natural wave pattern and her face was free of makeup. He stared at her until she got in beside him. 

"Hey my baby," Nicki looked back and spoke to Nazari as she smiled. "Have you been good for daddy?"

Nazari nodded and looked down at her phone playing a game. 

Nicki looked over at Nas and caught him staring, "What?" She asked.

He looked away, "Nothing, nothing." He stared the car and they pulled off.

-

Nicki sat in front of Nas as Nazari went to play at the playground. Nicki played with her fingers before looking up at him. "So what is it you wanted to talk about?" She asked, giving him all of her attention.

Nas cleared his throat and sat his phone down. "I wanted to talk about us honestly."

"Nas-"

"No, let me finish. I want to talk you you, and actual conversation. You act like you hate me." He spoke, "and I don't want that ever."

Nicki sighed, "I don't hate you. If I did, I wouldn't be here. I just really dislike you right now."

"Let me know." He said giving her the go ahead to telling him what makes her dislike him. 

"You know when we broke up and not even two months later I hear you were running around with some girl; That hurt me to hear that. I don't think you get it." Nicki said and exhaled deeply. "It wasn't okay. You let your family go for a young hoe who only wants your money."

"I know. I made a mistake." Nas responded.

"But you haven't learned from it. You never have learned. You won't understand until you feel what I felt." Nicki licked her lips.

"I felt that yesterday." He said truthfully, "I was jealous." 

"Oh.. that's nothing. Me and Anthony are just close friends. I don't fuck him." Nas was lowkey relieved to hear that they haven't done anything like that yet. 

"Has he pleased you in any way?" Nas asked. 

Nicki shifted in her seat and sighed, "That's beside the point."

Nas clenched his jaw, "So that nigga has touched you?" 

"Nas-"

"I see how it is." He chuckled coldly.

"It was once. Okay? I told him we wouldn't again anytime soon." She confessed. 

Nas nodded and relaxed a bit, "alright."

"Look, I'm willing to work shit out but it will take time for me to trust you again." "If it wasn't for Nazari, I wouldn't give two fucks and just give up on all this." 

"So you would give up and move on and act like you don't love me?" Nas asked. 

Nicki simply shrugged, "Starting today, I'm giving you a change to fix all this. I want to see you work for your family back. I'm not going easy on you Nasir." 

Nas smiled a little, "Okay, Nic. I understand." 

Nicki nodded her head. "You look beautiful by the way." He complimented. "I love you with no make up." 

Nicki chuckled, "I know."

-

"Remember what I told you, Nas." Nicki said and looked back at Nazari. "I love you, Ari. Be good for daddy." Nazari nodded and said I love you back. 

Nicki looked at Nas and smiled before said Goodnight and getting out of the car. 

-

Nas laid Nazari down and covered her up. He walked out of her room and when he was about to head to his, there was a knock on his door. Opening it, Moriah stood there with a huge smile on her face. 

"You missed me?" She asked and walked in, hugging him tight.

"Moriah you can't be here." Nas said quickly and removed her off of him. 

"What? Why not?" She asked, "I wanted to spend time with you." She pouted. "Come upstairs with me." She winked at him.

"Uh, that't not a good idea."

"Please, daddy." She asked and kissed his neck. "I know you missed me." "Let me make you feel good." She said and dragged Nas into his room. 

(Uh oh..)