Pass Around (thatsojack fan fiction)

Chapter 3

I don't know what's happening but I can't say I don't like it. I kiss her back and her tongue pushes for entrance and I allow it. I need to stop, Kian is one of my best friends even if we aren't as close as I am with Jc and Ricky.

"Andrea, we can't," I tell her through our kisses.

"Why not? Please," she begs.

"I thought you loved Kian?" I question her.

"I do, but I'm not in love with him. I haven't been for a while," she explains with her mouth still on mine.

"So why me? Why does it need to be me?" I ask and she finally pulls away, as she does I find myself wanting more.

"Have you ever noticed how I was never very nice to you? How I kept my distance?" Andrea asks, out of breath.

"Yes," I simply admit.

"It's because since the second we met I've wanted this. I've wanted what we just did," she admits and her cheeks are bright red.

I cant't find the words to say back. I always just thought she didn't like me very much and I was okay with that. But this is shocking, something I never would have expected even if I had lived a thousand lifetimes.

"So, what... What is this?" I ask and gesture around the area, implying what we just did.

"It was a one time thing, get it out of our systems," she says even though this was never in my system, until now.

"Okay," I say. As much as I wan't it, Kian is my friend, I live with him, and Andrea doesn't seem to want more.

"Here Kian comes, please act natural and don't talk about it. Let's keep it just between us," she begs and I nod. She thanks me with a smile and Kian approaches us.

"Hope you didn't miss me too much," he jokes.

"We kept ourselves busy," Andrea grins and I will a nervous twisting feeling in the pit of my stomach, like somethings missing, like he'll know.

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Once I get out of the second shower I've taken at this house in one day I finally feel relaxed. How does Andrea expect me to just fprget about it. She knows what happened after her and that she has been my only girlfriend, at least I think she does.

I put my plaid pajama pants on and lie down in bed. I find myself wanting to go through Andreas Instagram instead of hers. All of this nervousness has replaced the sadness and I realize this is the first time that I've gone hours without thinking of her.

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My mind is up but my eyes have yet to open. I stretch my arms and begin to roll over and I feel freezing water flooding around me. I pop up from the ground and open my eyes as I wade in the semi-deep water. Am I in the pool? It takes me a minute to realize that Jc, Connor, Ricky, and Kian are all histerically laughing and I see the long red raft next to me.

"I hate all of you!" I playfully scream.

"Love you too Jack," Kian laughs it feels like the knife of guilt in my stomach turns a little bit.

I swim up to the edge of the pool and lift myself out. Just as I do, Jc is ready with a towel and I grab it from him. I put it over my shoulders and wrap it around my whole body.

"Was it cold?" Connor smirks.

"Shutup Connor," I roll my eyes at him.

"The pool just got refilled so it's still absolutely freezing," Ricky laughs.

"I'm going to change," I tell them all and scowl at them as I walk inside.

I head up the stairs to my room and shut the door. Once I turn around after I twist the lock I nearly jump out of my body in fear.

"Oh my god what are you doing in here? You scared me half to death," I ask and my heart is still beating fast from the scare.

"About what I said yesterday," she starts.

"Yeah," I say, I'm still shivering.

"I don't think I can forget about it, I don't think I want to," she tells me and slowly stands and walks towards me.

"Me neither," I quietly admit and Andrea raises on her toes to kiss me. I lean down to meet her lips and put my hand on her cheek.

Once her lips are on mine nothing seems to matter. Kian, my family, her. None of it.

I want to stop myself, I want to tell her that her and Kian need to be completely over before we can do this. But I can't, I don't want to ruin the moment.

I keep my mouth shut and continue to kiss her back. I never knew I liked Andrea even as a friend. I never looked at the way her dark brown hair reached halfway down her back, or the way her eyes started out brown but then fade to green if you look at them long enough. I never noticed how absolutely gorgeous she it and I have no idea how I missed it before.

"Andrea we can't, I want to I really do but..." I trail off and I have no idea what to say.

"Jack please," she begs and I want to give in but I need to hold my ground so I fully remove my mouth from hers.

"You need to tell Kian and break up with him if we want a shot together," I tell her and she frowns.

"I can't break up with him," she tells me. What?

"Why not?!" I almost shout.

"I need security, I know Kian will always be there and I know about Kristen," she tells me and hearing her name turns the m knife that is still pushed into my stomach.

"That's different. We're over. I just want you," I tell her and I'm shocked from my own words. Do I really want her?

"I need to go," Andrea tells me. I'm shocked by her reaction. I didn't know what it would be but I didn't think it would be this.

Andrea heads towards the door and I don't even look back. I know she left the room by the sound of the door slamming. I get changed and immediately all of my feelings for her are partially lost. I don't know why or what this feeling even is but I can't tell if it's good or bad.

(Sorry it was shorter! I'm at my grandmas and she doesn't have a computer so I had to type this on my phone! I'm also sorry for any typos!)