Pass Around (thatsojack fan fiction)

Chapter 8

(Hey so I wanted to start off the chapter explaining the characters a bit. So every YouTuber is obviously looks like the way they actually look and the only person so far who isn't a YouTuber is Kristen. So I haven't decided on somebody who I think fits Kristen perfectly yet especially since she dyed her hair. Right now I'm leaning towards Nina Dobrev, Sophia Bush (at a younger age), and Lily Collins. So I would love to hear which actress you think Kristen should be out of the three above or give me some ideas you have! I'm open to anything and I'll probably have a final decision by Chapter 10. Thanks for reading!)

"Jack, get up!" I hear Jc whisper to me and I almost forget where I am.

"What time is it?" I yawn and stretch my body.

"A little past midnight, how long have you been out here?" Jc asks and gestures to the empty hallway.

"I don't know, a long time. Kristen got upset after I told her about Andrea and locked herself in there. I haven't been able to get her out," I explain and rub my eyes.

"Well I don't blame her, it was a douche move," Jc tells me and I roll my eyes at him.

"We broke up over a month ago, I was just trying to move on," I try to explain.

"Yeah, move on with one of your best friends girlfriend," Jc scoffs and then his face softens a little bit, I suppose he feels guilty for making that remark.

"Well we don't choose who we want to be with, it just happens," I tell him and  try to crack my neck.

"Whatever man, it's late. Go to bed," Jc demands but I stay sitting.

"No, I want to be here when she exits the room," I tell him and he nods. He walks away with no warning into my room but at this point I don't really care who goes in there.

A few moments later he catches me off guard by throwing my blanket and two pillows at me. I think him and then we say goodnight and he heads into his room. I set the pillows up against the wall and throw the blanket over me. 

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I wake up again but this time it's from something hitting my legs and the sound of someone cursing under their breath, Kristen.

"Hey, good morning," I tell her and immediately stand up. She doesn't respond and just tries to push past me but I stop her.

"I need to go to the bathroom is that so much to ask?!" Kristen scowls me and I back away, letting her enter the bathroom.

Once she exits I instantly speak before she can go back into the room, "Kris, can we please talk?"

"What's there to talk about. You're dating Andrea, end of story. I'll just go to UCLA and like I said yesterday, someday you'll wake up and realize I'm the girl for you," she states and tries to nudge past me again but she's not able to push me far enough to get through.

"Kris, please just wait here for five minutes, just five. I'll be back and I'll know what to do, please," I practically beg.

"You have five minutes," she warns and heads back into the bedroom. I'm relieved I don't here the lock click.

I head to my room to clear my mind and nothing is happening. How should I fix this? Do I still want to be with Kristen? What's even happening?

I check Twitter just because I have my best ideas when I'm not focused on finding them. As I'm scrolling through I stop at a picture of Andrea kissing somebody.... Nash?! What the hell!

I immedialty exit out of Twitter and call Andrea, she picks up on the second ring.

"Hey!" Andrea screams cheerfully.

"Where the hell are you?!" I scream at her.

"I'm at a party at Cameron's house. It's really fun you should come over here," she slurs.

"No! I saw on your Twitter that you kissed Nash, what was that about!"

"Calm down it was just for fun, it's not a big deal," she laughs.

"Call me when you're sober," I hiss and hang up the phone. How could I be so stupid to think that Andrea actually wanted me?

Well at least my decision is a lot more clear.

I head back to the guest room and knock twice, warning her I'm coming in. She's sitting on the bed, her eyes red and puffy from crying last night.

"Um, hey," I say and awkwardly walk to the bed and sit down next to her.

"Hey," she says with no emotion.

"Kris, you're really confusing me. First you're saying you want me back, then you're getting mad at me for seeing Andrea even though we broke up, then you say you're the girl for me, then you lock yourself in here all nigh! I don't know if I'm just really bad at reading emotions or what but I don't know..." I trail off and Kristen doesn't speak.

A few seconds later I'm about to speak again but before I have the chance I feel her lips meet mine. First slowly and unsure but then when I don't pull away the kiss becomes more passionate. I don't pull away this time, if Andrea can kiss Nash and flaunt it to the world than I can kiss Kristen in the privacy of my own damn house.

I lean forward, getting more into the kiss and then I lean onto my back, pulling her on top of me. Our lips never break apart except for the occasional breaths. Our tongues intertwine perfectly and our breathing matches perfectly.

Our bodies react so quickly to each other, with every touch, every kiss, every word, we just want more and more. I'll never be done with this girl, ever. How could I have gotten into this thing with Andrea when I'm still clearly in love with Kristen? A kiss out of jealousy towards Andrea turned into a moment of clarity. I belong with Kristen.

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We lie there next to each other, our breathing is heavy and our lips our swollen. We face each other on our sides, hand in hand. I actually love her new hair, it surprised me at first but now that I look at it, it looks so damn cute, she can make anything look cute.

I take in her beauty, her long brown hair goes down almost to the small of her back, a lot like Andrea's but more straight. Her blue eyes almost turn to gray and they are deep and wide. She has the cutest button nose that's the perfect size. She's not too thin, but definitely not too thick. Everything about her is perfect and I would do anything to take back this mess with Andrea.

"Jack," Kristen says, breaking the silence.

"Yes," I say not breaking eye contact.

"Where does this leave us?" Kristen questions.

"Well, if you'll still have me, I'd love to be your boyfriend again, I'd love for you to go to UCLA, and I'd love it if we could make up for all of our lost time," I tell her and I can tell she's trying to hold back a smile, that is until a few moments later a frown is plastered across her face.

"What about Andrea?" Kristen eagerly asks.

"She's not the girl I thought she was, the one I thought she could be. Our kiss just now, it was a moment of clarity. You are the girl I love, have always loves, and will always love," I try to assure her but by the look on her face I'm obviously not very convincing.

"Are you sure?" She asks with wide eyes.

"I'm positive," I tell her and kiss her forehead before pulling her into my arms.

How was I so lucky to find this perfect girl who I don't deserve? How was I so lucky to have her love me? And most of all, how was I so lucky to have her accept me after the huge mistake I've made?

"Kris?" I ask and see if she's awake.

"Yeah," she mumbles and pushes her head back so that she's looking up at me.

"I love you," I tell her.

"I love you too," she assures me.

(Hey guys so I'm pretty sure last chapter I said I'd do it in Kian's POV but I had an idea for this Chapter first! Next chapter will for sure be in Kian's POV and I'd say it's going to get pretty crazy! Get ready for a plot twist ;) And once again please leave character suggestions for Kristen and thanks you so much for reading!)