A Gingers Crazy Love

20: Wonders

*Sals pov"
I walk out of Starbucks. I nearly walk in front of a car. The driver yells at me. I run to the other side of the street. Melissa is there, with her friends. Hey Sal. Explain your pregnancy to my vlogs, will you  Melissa says. Explain why you cant keep youd beak shaped nose out of other people business  reply. What's this about? Came Tolops voice behind me. Melissa's being a big baby i reply before Melissa opens her mouth. Melissa, you are so nconsiderate sometimed Came Dolan's voice. Melissa looks at her friends uncomfortably. Ya Melissa, you can't ​do that to people Says Hellbent as he comes out of McDonald's. I see Nina and Chloe come down the street. You know what? I really gotta go Melissa laughs nervously and runs. Thanks I tell Tolop. I give Hellbent a high five. Me and Dolan dab. Then me and Tolop walk to the apartment. I'm going to do some work on my laptop Tolop told me. I nodded and went to my room. I lay down on my bed, thinking. Is this what I really want? To be stuck in this country? A kid on the way that I don't even know how to take care of? I think I need a sesh. I got up and went to the wardrobe. I found a yellow string top and blue shorts. What are you doing? And where are you going, gingersnap? Asks Tolop, who came into the room. Don't call me that. I'm going to a sesh I reply, stepping into my running shoes. No Sal. You've a baby on the way, you can't drink alcohol during pregnancy. He says, holding​ me by the shoulders. I push him off. Hang on, I'll come he says. I push him again, to the ground. You can go to blazes and I walk off. I bump into Hellbent. Wanna come to the sesh with me? He nods. I wait in the hall. I take out my phone and go to Snapchat. Who's going sesh? Hellbent comes down and we walk out the apartment complex. I see a bar. Let's go to that one I say, pointing to the bar. I walk to a seat. Hellbent follows. I see him looking at me up and down. The fuck are looking at me like that for, you creep? I say and straighten my top over my stomach. I look at the menu. I go inside. I get a bag of chips. I order a bottle of Guinness. Hellbent runs in. Dude, you shouldn't be drinking that while bearing he says, grabbing the bottle off me. So? You're just like Tolop. Just because I'm bearing doesn't mean I can't have fun I snap back, grabbing the bottle back. Hellbent stares at me. At least half it with me he says. What? No, get to feck I reply and I pop open the Bottle​. I start downing it. Hellbent grabs it. I punch him in the stomach. Sal, stop, you could do him a serious injury came Tolops voice. I turn around. I hold the bottle and throw it in his face so his face is drenched in beer. You know what? Fuck this, I'm going home I say. I see people looking. I push past them and head home to my bed. I sob into the pillows until I calm down.  I start sleeping at around six thirty. I'm in such a deep sleep I don't even hear Tolop come in and whisper to me.