A Gingers Crazy Love

46: Tolops thoughts

*Sals pov*
I had another nightmare that night. I got up to use the toilet. I went out and I heard a knock on the door. I heard a slight ghostly wail too. I started freaking out a little. That's the same noise I heard the night the night my mother was taken, God rest her soul. I opened the door. A pale ghostly figure with long flowing green hair with bony arms handed me a note. It said: On the fourth of May, an accident will occur at exactly Midnight on the Motorway. Someone very special. One dies, two survive and one runs away. She shrinks into nothing but air, leaving me with the note. I went back to bed. Tolop decided to wake me up by smacking with a pillow. Whats the story with the pillow? I ask. He doesn't answer. I go to the bathroom and puke. He comes up to me, positively glowing with a smile. He hugs me. We can reunite with my kids in two weeks. Thank you so much he gabbles. We let go and I go for breakfast. I shower and get dressed. I remember what happened last night. I let it go, thinking it was my imagination running away with me. I was bored so I decided to search up mountains near me. Tolop was out. I found one on Google and then I went out and found it. I started climbing. The rocks were very loose and I often had to stop for a minute or two. But i finally made it. I sat down and started thinking. In April, my twins will be born. It was at that moment I realised that from here on out I'll be tresuring all the times I spend by myself. My mind switched to tolop. I wonder if he'll ever marry me. Probably not. I watched the sun for a few minutes more and walked down. I walked home. Tolop was there, asleep on the couch. I went to the laptop and went into my email. I then went into the Primark website. I searched for sports clothes. I added them to my basket and then went to baby clothes. I got some purple clothes for a girl and orange for a boy. I ordered them. I paid with my credit card and turned it off. I know what kind of parent I'm going to be. I'm going to be the parent who doesn't really care what her kids do, but I'm going to be here for them. Well, obviously if they're going to be smoking weed and things like that, that's a different story. I started making dinner. Tolop was still asleep. The dinner was done so I had mine and left some on a plate covered with tinfoil in the now turned off oven for Tolop. I had a shower and went to bed.

*Tolops pov*
I woke up. I got up from the couch, holding my head. Fuck  I hope she prepared some food for me I muttered to myself. I looked on the table. Nope. The work top. No. I checked the oven. I took out the plate and set it on the table. I don't what took over me but Then I grabbed an ornament and flung it across the room. Then I picked up the glass water jug and threw on the floor. I looked down. My hands were bleeding. "Whats going on?" Came a voice. I turned around. It was Sal. Tolop, your hands are bleeding and she walked to me. She took one hand in hers. She examined it for a few seconds. You need stitches she said. I took my other hand and punched her, knocking her to the ground. She leapt back up. Try doing that, I ducking dare ya she spat through her clenched teeth. I shot another one at her. She ducked and got my arm. She twisted it. What's happening came another voice. I looked. It was Hellbent. She let go of me and ran into Hellbents arm. Then she noticed something. Her eyes darted around the place. Tolop, you had sixteen bottles of beer. That's not good for you. Look at your hands she told me as she picked up the bottles. Hellbent came in. Dude, she's right and he took a hold of my shoulders and guided me outside. I saw Sals eyes as we were going out the door. They were filled with shock and worry and tiredness. I looked at her and she did a small soft smile back. She put a jacket over her vest top and came with us. She held my hand softly. She hugged me and softly kissed me. She knew I was afraid of hospitals. We came in. She said she'd wait outside. It was snowing and she loves snow. Me and Hellbent waited. A nurse called us. She noticed his hands. You've got shards of glass in there she said. She told me to go outside until she was done. I heard slight winches of pain. I walked outside to Sal. There was hearts everywhere and smiley faces too. You did this? I asked. Her eyes were near to tears. I understood. We went to a heart and I hugged her. Tolop came out. Sal, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me he pleaded. Take me home she yawned. So went home and we slept til morning.