Finding My Way Back To You

Chapter 8

The baby is dead.

My child is dead.

Mine and Harrys child is dead, all because of Alexis and Stephanie.

I dont know what fun they get out of throwing us around and throwing us down stairs. I hope someday they pay for what they did. No I hope someday somethig worse hapens to them.

I never even hoped that for anyone, but for them, definetly.

I cant stand being in this damn basement. I want-no need to get out of here. Me and Gabby..

I don't understand why this had to happen to us. Why? I always ask myself that question every day. Why. Why. Why? Couldn't it have happened to someone else?

I shouldn't have even opened the door. If I told Harry someone was at the door, he would come or he would've sent someone to come back.

Just rethinking everything that has happened to me in the past few months- between heartbreak, a proposal, finding out me and Harry are going-were going to have a baby, the texts, then being taken, getting hit and thrown around, then finding out my child is dead, makes me tear.

I let a tear fall, but I quickly reach up and wipe it.

Gabby is still silent. She knows I dont want to talk.

I put my hand over my stomach once again, still processing that my child is dead. It was growing, growing into a healthy baby. Just knowing a child has died because of them sickens me.

"Gab?" I speak, but it only comes out as a whisper.

"Yeah?"

"How did they not see you that night when they brought you upstairs?"

"I don't know really" she shrugs, sighing. "They told me to keep my head down, and I did. But I think I saw them"

I nod my head, leaning it on the wall.

"You need food" she says.

"Its fine" I murmur

"No its not" she shakes her head. "Alexis!" she yells.

I don't even look up when she comes in.

"What?" she snaps.

"We didn't even do anything to you calm down." Gabby says. "And Arianna needs food"

"What she can't speak for herself?" I hear Alexis say.

"How about she doesn't want to talk to you" Gabby says.

Alexis sighs, going back upstairs to get me food that I probably won't even eat..

HARRYS POV

That text has still been in my head.

Bye bye baby :(

What does that mean?

"Harry.." I hear Niall say.

"Yeah?" I say.

"I think we know what this text means" Niall tells me, coming in here with Zayn.

"What do you think it means?" I ask, leaning up on the couch.

"Well I didn't get it, so it has to do with Arianna"

"Ok..?"

"Ok so Arianna was pregnant, right?" Zayn says.

"Yeah." I nod.

"What if something happened to the baby, like it died" Niall says.

I run my hands over my face, trying to proccess this.

"So you think she lost the baby because of the people who took her?"

"Yeah" Zayn nods.

I just sit there saying nothing, trying to contain myself.

I'm feeling a mixture of anger and sadness.. I don't know what to do.

Before I can stop myself, I flip the coffee table over, everything crashing onto the floor. The mugs, Ariannas magazines, bowls, everything on it.

I don't even realize punching the wall. I leave a dent in the wall but I could really give less of a fuck right now because who knows if I'm even having a child now.

I tug at the roots of my hair, pacing around the room.

Niall and Zayn stay quiet, probably for my own good.

"Coming back here was a bad idea, we should have just kept looking for them" I say, grabbing my keys and jacket and storming out of mine and Ariannas apartment.

I run to my car, hopping in. I wait for Zayn and Niall to come out. Every once of patience is going every second as I wait for them. When I see them exit the building I open the window.

"You can take longer!" I yell and close the window again.

They both run and get in the car. They don't put their seatbelts on because I'm already speeding on the highway on my way back to London.

ARIANNAS POV

A month and a half. We have been here for a month and a half.

I can't take this anymore. We need to find a way to escape. If we can't I'm going to lose it I swear.

"Are you on your period or something?" Alexis asks me, sitting on the floor, on the other side of the room.

"No" I snap.

"Why are you so pissy then?" she asks.

I look at her. Is she fucking serious?

"You've got to be kidding me right now" I say.

She shrugs, "I dont know"

"Oh I dont know, maybe because you threw me at a desk and the bitch Stephanie pushed me down the stairs and I lost my fucking child!" I yell.

"Oh yeah that" she chuckles.

"You seriously think its funny?"

"Yeah. "she shrugs.

"I really hope you go through what I am right now and what I have been going through for the past month and a half!"

She doesnt say anything, just stays silent. The door opens, and Alexis stands up, walking out behind the person.

Gabby walks over to me, sitting beside me.

"What did they want?" I ask her.

"Nothing, they just brought me upstairs for some reason to ask me questions about Niall and Harry but I didn't answer any of them" she shrugs.

"Oh" I nod.

"What did Alexis tell you?"

"She just asked why I was pissed and I yelled at her about what she had done to me" I shrug.

"Oh alright" Gabby says, crossing her arms over her chest.

"I want them to just find us already" I mumble.

"Yeah I know" Gabbys nods. "I can't take it here anymore, I seriously really can't its not even funny"

We sit there in silence just caught up in our own thoughts....

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