Finding My Way Back To You

Chapter 14

Happiness.

Peaceful.

Both of those things were taken from me.

Like I have said before, most people know what that feeling is like. People like me have gone through it, and maybe even gotten stronger by actually getting courage from people supporting them.

When I laughed before, with Gabby, its like some sort of spark of happiness ignited. Maybe if I laugh more, and gain support from everyone else, I can maybe get some of my happiness back, even if its just a little.

I drop the towels in the basket as I pass by the laundry room. I yawn, as I peek into the living room seeing Gabby already asleep on the couch. I turn the light off, going into our bedroom and changing into my pajamas quickly. I hope into bed, bringing his pillow close to me as I check the time, 2:35am. I sigh and close my eyes, falling asleep almost instantly.

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When I wake up it is almost 12. I decide to lie there, since I'm still tired, taking in the scent of the pillow. 

The smell of his cologne, and spearmint still linger in the pillow. Literally everything still smells like him, shirts, the blankets, pillows, the side of the couch he always sat on, the drawers and the closet, once you open it on his side.

After about ten minutes, I finally decide to get up. I toss the blankets off of me, sitting up. I yawn, rubbing my eyes and going to the bathroom.

As I look into the mirror, I see my eyes have lit up just a bit, but my face is still pale. I quickly wash my face, then going to the kitchen. Gabby sits at the table, scrolling through her phone.

"Everyone is coming over in a half hour." Gabby tells me, her eyes not leaving her phone.

"Why?" I sigh.

"We need to talk about something..important" she sighs also.

"Am I gonna get pissed off?"

"I really dont know whether you are, or not I have no idea they didnt tell me what they wanted to talk about, or Niall" she shrugs. "But I didnt want them to come, they kept begging so i told them they only have a few minutes to talk."

'Thank you" I say.

"Its nothing."

I roll my eyes, going into our room and changing into jeans and a t-shirt, and putting my converse on. I brush my hair, and my teeth and go back into the living room, sitting on the couch.

Once I sit, the doorbell rings and I get up, walking to the door and opening it. I open it wide, letting everyone come in before closing the door again.

They all sit on the couches, and I am left to stand by the doorway.

"What do you guys want to talk about?" I ask, already getting annoyed and the conversation hasnt even started yet.

"We don't know how to bring this up" Emily sighs.

"Well can you just tell me already, I have stuff to do before going to the hospital" I cross my arms.

"Well, we all talked about it.." Savannah starts. "except for Niall, Louis and Gabby"

"And we wanted to just give you our opinion on what you should do, for the best" Zayn says nervously.

'Can you guys just spit it out already" I snap.

They look taken back, but quickly recover.

"We think you should pull the plug" Emily says.

My eyes widen, the same with Niall, Gabby and Louis.

"W-what?" I say.

'I, we mean you should let Harry go" Liam sighs.

"Are you guys insane?" Gabby yells.

'Its for the best" Emily says.

"Guys, we all know Arianna isnt going to do that" Louis says, coming over to me and hugging me.

"I'm not" I shake my head.

"Arianna.." one of them says.

"NO!" I yell, louder than I intended. "I'm not letting Harry go ok?! I'm going to go to the hospital every day, like I do and pray and wait for him to wake up. Got it?"

"Arianna listen.." Savannah says.

"I'm not listening!"I yell." It seems that every time you guys come here, I get pissed off! All of you should know that!" I continue. "so how about, you guys leave and dont come here again." I say, grabbing my stuff and walking out the door. I hear footsteps behind me, but I ignore them.

"Arianna!" Louis says.

I turn, seeing Louis running to me. He instantly hugs me, tightly.

'I'm not doing it Louis." I cry into his shoulder.

"I know." he says. "I'm not going to make you do it, because I don't want you to do it"

I nod my head, crying still.

"Shh" he whispers. I calm down a bit, and pull away from him, wiping under my eyes.

"Do you want me to come with you to the hospital or..?" Louis asks.

"No, come with me. I need someone now" I tell him, walking to my car.

The drive to the hospital was short, and we walk in, to the elevator, and go upstairs.

We walk into the room, seeing Harry, obviously lying on the bed, a lttle bit more elevated.

As I near him, I can see he has gotten more color to his face. I smile a bit, earning a confused look from Louis.

'His face, is getting color" I tell him. Louis smiles along with me, hugging me in his side.

"Stay strong Harry, for us" Louis says, and I smile.

As I study Harrys face, I see his lips twitch a bit and my smile becomes a bit bigger.

I am about to tell Louis, but its as if he read my mind.

"I saw it too" he smiles.

HARRYS POV

White. Everything is just white. Plain white.

I cant see anything, I can only hear voices.

Over the past few days, weeks, months, I have heard Ariannas voice, and cries countless times. I wish I could be there to comfort her, hold her close to me as I whisper soothing things into her ear.

She's so heartbroken without me, I can't take it.

"Stay strong Harry." I hear, Louis? say. I try to smile, but it doesnt come out.

I hear a few mumbles, and a door closing and opening. Suddenly I hear Ariannas voice.

"Niall, Gabby, Louis and me disagree totally on something, and its good we do" she says.

I want to tell her to continue but I can't.

"Your not gonna believe what they want me to do" she sniffles. "they want me to pull the plug, let you go"

My heart almost, almost stops.

"I'm not doing it" she continues. "because I know you are going to wake up, so do me a favor and do what I say..stay strong, fight, and wake up because I need you.

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(SOOO NOW WE KNOW PART OF WHATS GOING ON  IN HARRYS VIEW..

YASSSS

V O T E

C O M M E N T

AND S HA R E YASS PLEASSEEEE

ILYYYYYY ALLL<3)