Finding My Way Back To You

Chapter 13

I walk back to Harrys room, where I have been coming every day.

On the drive back from the cemetery, I had to park on the side of the road to cry a bit. But I finally pulled myself together and continued driving again.

I open the door, seeing everyone gathered around his bed, except Liam, Niall and Gabby.

"Arianna where were you?" Emily asks.

"It doesn't matter." I shrug, taking my jacket off and hanging it up.

Everyone sighs. I doubt they got what I was saying with I dont need anyone at all.

"When did you guys get here?" I ask, crossing my arms and leaning against the wall.

"About twenty minutes ago" Zayn replies.

"Do you know when you are leaving?" I question again.

"Whats your problem?" Savannah snaps.

"Nothing, like I said before, I dont need anyone here with me."

"Maybe we want to see how Harry is doing?"

"Ok I know that." I say, rolling my eyes.

'How about we just leave now considering your fine on your own" Savannan says, getting up and storming out of the room.

"You guys were probably waiting for me to come back, to see if I was okay.." I mumble.

I look up, and everyone is starting to leave.

"I knew it" I whisper to myself.

They all leave, and I sit down in the chair by Harrys bed.

This is how it is everyday. I just sit here, holding his hand, crying, and praying for him to wake up. I have no more tears. I have nothing else to say. Whats done is done. Everyone involved got what they deserved. Harry didn't deserve any of this. We both didn't deserve any of this at all. Two people I cared about were taken away from me. Justin, and Kyle. I still have flashbacks of the day the accident happened, and the day Kyle got shot. They both died in front of my faces. It hurts when I remember being in the hospital room, then hearing the line go dead, and seeing Kyle fall to the ground, blood spilling out of his stomach. I lost two very important people in my life, I'm not losing anyone else. 

I take out my phone, scrolling through twitter seeing every fan tweeting #getbetterharry #wakeupplease #weloveyou. It puts a smile on my face, even though I'm sad that all the fans care for him.

I scroll more seeing another hashtag trending, #staystrongarianna #weloveyou.

My phone is about to die, soon and I close it, getting up and looking outside the window. Its much darker outside now, the cars zooming past the streets, the buildings lighting up. I decide to just go home, seeing its late and theres really not much to do.

I put my jacket on, going and kissing Harry softly on the lips and leaving the room. The nurses smile at me as I make my way to the elevator. When I reach the front, I step out and start walking to my car.

As I drive, I take a right, the opposite of where our apartment is. In just about a few minutes, I get here and I walk to the lake. The lake where Harry brought me for one of our dates..

I stare into the water, listening to the waves.

I feel thw wind blow, but it seems it only is on me. I turn around, my eyes widening.

"Justin?" I whisper.

"Hey" he smiles, walking towards me.

'But. I thought you. But I thought you died?" I fumble for my words.

"I did." he tells me.

'Then how...?"

"I'm an angel" he tells me, coming in front of me.

"What are you doing here?' I ask him.

"Wanted to see you. I saw you go to Kyles "grave" before" he smiles again putting air quotes around grave.

I manage to smile back, even though I'm kind of freaked out that Justins angel is in front of me, and he put the air quotes.

"And I also wanted to tell you that I'm always watching you, and protecting you. " he chuckes.

I laugh a bit, looking up at him.

"I miss you'" I say.

"I miss you too" he smiles.

I look down, but his voice makes me look up.

'I want you to stay strong okay? I watch and protect you every day, you won't get hurt again. But again, I need you to stay strong. Sooner or later Harry will wake up, trust me." he whispers, as he fades a bit.

I nod, looking down again, but when I look back up, he's gone.

**

When I get back to the apartment, no one is here.. I think.

Gabby suddenly appears and I sigh.

'Ok I'm not here to babysit, I'm leaving in a bit because I only wanted to talk to you." she tells me.

"Actually I need you to stay tonight" I tell her, jumping onto the couch.

"Why?"

"Before I answer, can I ask you a question?"

"Shoot" she says, sitting down next to me.

"Did you ever, or do you ever see Justins, ghost?" I ask.

"Honestly?"

"Yeah." I reply, nodding.

"Yes I did, and i sometimes still do" she replies. "Why?"

"Because I went to the lake and I saw him, and spoke to him'

"Now I get why you want me to stay, your scared" she laughs and I punch her arm.

"No I'm not" I laugh along.

"Yeah okay" she rolls her eyes.

I look over at  her, before getting up and going into the kitchen. I fill a glass with water, gulping it down quickly.

Gabby suddenly appears in the doorway, going over to the cabinet, and pulling out cupcake mix.

"Lets do this" she yells, ripping open the box.

As she rips the plastic, some mix flies and goes all over the counter and her face. I laugh, and i see her glaring at me. Before I know it, she flicks some at me.

We start mixing the ingredients, about to put the mix in the cupcake pan, when we just start throwing it at eachother.

We both start laughing hysterically, me the most. 

This is the first time I laughed this much since Harry got shot and ended up in that coma..