Finding My Way Back To You

Chapter 25

ARIANNAS POV

"C'mon Harry let me at least do something." I whine, crossing my arms over my chest.

"No." he tells me.

"Please?" I ask.

"Actually fine." he sighs, turning to me. "go downstairs, lay on the couch and get rest."

"You're so annoying." I pout.

"Its only for your own good." he tells me, continuing to organize everything.

"You know what fine." I say, walking out of the room and downstairs.

Since I'm really not tired, I go into the kitchen, thinking of what I could cook.

 After the chicken finishes cooking, I call Harry into the kitchen.

"I thought I told you to rest." he says, strolling over to the table and sitting down.

"I wasnt tired." I shrug and yawn. "but now I am."

"Yeah, go sleep." he chuckles, pointing to the living room.

"Fine." I sigh, kissing his cheek and walking into the living room.

I lay on my side, the voices playing on the tv playing silently as I close my eyes.

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I open my eyes, hearing nothing but the birds chirping outside. I sit up on the couch, placing my hand over my stomach. I feel nothing.

Thats kind of off considering every time I wake up, she starts to kick. 

"Harry?" I call out and get no response. I call out his name again and still no answer.

I walk into the kitchen to see if hes there, no. Bathroom, no. Basement, no. Bedrooms upstairs, no. Backyard and front yard, nope.

I sigh, going back into the living room and sitting on the couch.

I pick up my phone from the coffee table, dialing his number. After three rings he picks up.

"Is something wrong?" he asks.

"No. Where are you?" I ask.

"Came to run some errands." he tells me.

'Alright I just didnt know where you were, you couldve at least left a note."

"I'm sorry Ari its just that I thought you were-"

"Harry its fine." I assure him.

"You sure?" he questions.

"Ye-" I am cut off when I suddenly feel a horrible pain in my stomach. "H-harry." I manage to croak out.

'Whats wrong?" he panics.

"I'm g-getting pains in my s-stomach." I tell him, squeezing my eyes shut and gripping onto the side of the couch.

"I'm coming back right now." he tells me and i hear a car door shut.

"Please." I choke out, grasping onto my stomach.

"Stay on with me okay?" he says.

Forcing myself, I nod my head but realize he cant see me. "O-okay."

In the back I can hear cars honking and Harrys heavy breathing.

"Ari hold on." he tells me and I once again hear a car door slam shut.

I look out the window seeing Harry running to the door. I drop my phone onto the floor, squeezing my eyes tighter. The door suddenly bursts open, and Harry looks around before spotting me. He runs over to me, holding onto me.

"We need to get you to a hospital." he tells me and I nod.

He picks me up, careful not to hurt me and he rushes out of the house and into the car. Once he puts me inside, he runs over to the drivers side and grabs my hand.

"Its gonna be okay." he assures me and I nod. It really seems like nodding is the only thing I could do at this point.

I dont know whats wrong. Everything seemed to go perfectly fine, did I do something? No, I've been extremely careful. Maybe the baby is hurt. I try not to think of anything else to worry Harry even more.

 I am breathing heavily when Harry pulls into the hospital parking lot. He abruptly stops in front, running out and coming and getting me out. 

Harry runs inside, pushing past people and going to the front desk. Once the receptionist looks up at us, she immediately calls over doctors and nurses.  Harry lays me down on the thing they brought and I look back at him as they carry me down the hall.

As I am about to look away, I see Harry running down the hall after us. They bring me into a room, closing the door before Harry could make it in.

"Mrs. Styles, can you explain what happened?" one of the doctors ask me. I shake my head, grasping onto my stomach and letting out a painful cry. "Does anyone know?"

I raise a shaky finger to the door where Harry stands, watching us. The doctor leaves, going outside to talk to Harry.

The nurses are checking me out, mumbling to eachother whats happening.

"Dr. Adams!" one of the nurses calls and the doctor runs into the room.

"What is it?" he asks. Harry walks in the room, sending me a worried smile.

"This baby has to come out sooner." the nurse tells him and my eyes go wide.

'Alright bring her upstairs!" Dr. Adams says and they start pushing me again. I reach my hand out, grabbing Harrys hand as they roll me past him.

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"C'mon one more!" they all yell and I push again, harder.

By now, I'm out of breath. I've been pushing for almost an hour.

'Arianna you can do this just a few more and all of this will be done." one of the nurses tells me.

I continue to push until I start hearing faint cries. Tears fill my eyes as I limp into the bed, watching everyone surround the doctor and the baby.

I close my eyes, turning my head to the side. I could hear some people walking out, and I could no longer hear the cries anymore.

I open my eyes and almost scream when I see someone.

"Its okay now." he mouthes, letting go of my hand that I didnt know he was holding, fading away.

"Justin." I whisper, a tear escaping my eye.

I wipe the tear from my eye, looking around the room. I am no longer surrounded by doctors or nurses, now I'm all by myself.

The door opens and Harry walks in, his hands in his pockets.

"Hey." I whisper, grabbing onto his hand as he sits down beside me.

'How are you feeling?" he asks, rubbing my knuckles.

"Not in pain anymore but tired." I reply, but it seems to come out as only a whisper again.

"I love you." he tells me, standing up and kissing my forehead. 

"I love you too." I smile.

 I look up at him, seeing worry fill his eyes.

"Harry whats wrong?" I ask him.

"The baby.." he says, looking down.

"What about her?" I choke out.

"Shes sick since she was delivered earlier. They have to keep her here until she gets healthy." Harry tells me.

"But shes gonna be okay right?" I whisper, but get no answer. "Right Harry?" I almost choke out.

"They dont know." he says, looking up at me. His eyes are glossy and hes trembling.

I let the tears fall, running my hands over my face.

"Again." I whisper, shaking my head. "This is happening again." I say.

"Hey, we dont know. Lets just wait and see." Harry smiles, tracing circles on my hand.

I nod, just hoping that he's right.