after all.. | raura

t w e n t y - n i n e

i went on, playing with ross's hands, as i was cuddled up to him. he was telling me jokes. and the were cracking me up. i don't think i've ever laughed more in my life.

we were all in rydels hotel room. riker, rocky, rydel (obviously), ellington, ryland, courtney, savannah.

ross and i were on the bed, cuddling. he carried me on the bed and cuddled with me. i had no idea courtney was coming. but when she did, i really wasn't in the mood to move from my comfortable position.

the hotel room was pretty big, so i didn't really feel like everyone was squished in. they were all playing truth or dare, ross and i weren't really in the mood.

come to think of it, we aren't really in the mood for anything today..

"what did the banana give to the monkey" he laughed. he was only laughing because i was laughing so much. "a-a-b-banana" i laughed so hard.

suddenly, all eyes were on us. and i felt like courtney was shooting daggers through me. i tried to hide my laughter, so i put my face in ross's chest. "are you guys sure you don't wanna play?" rocky asked.

ross nodded, not taking his eyes off me. "we're gonna go now" ross said. he sat up, not letting go of my hand. "no, don't go. you guys promised to stay" rydel whined.

ross fell back. "fine" he sighed. we went back to our position. and for some reason, i suddenly felt sleepy. i yawned and buried my face in his chest again. "you sleepy?" he whispered, kissing my hair. i slowly nodded "mhm"

he put his hand behind my neck, and kissed my hair again. he started drawing little circles on my neck. which made me even more sleepy.

i closed my eyes and slowly started falling asleep.

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ross

i just layed there with laura, for about an hour. i love holding her. it feels so..amazing.

"ross" rydel looked at me "hmm" i yawned. to be honest, i'm starting to become tired too. "we need one more player" she said. i looked over as saw rocky and riker, talking. they weren't playing.

rydel, ryland, savannah, and courtney were playing monopoly.

i slowly sat up, trying not to wake laura up. i sat next to courtney, since there really wasn't space anywhere else.

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one hour later

laura

i woke up to the sound of music. I squinted my eyes from the light and supported my weight with my elbows. I looked around and saw them all sitting in a circle. but one person caught my eye. ross. kissing Courtney. literally, fucking kissing her.

I just stared at them. blankly for a few seconds, even after they pulled away. my eyes started to water. I got off the bed not blinking. my vision became blurry. "Laura?" everything was blocked out. I didn't see or hear anything. I walked to the door, opened it and ran out, sobbing. I tripped and fell on the floor.

I just stayed there. sobbing. when I heard footsteps approaching, I quickly picked myself up and ran to our room.

I fiddled with the key, and opened the door. I threw my phone on the bed and threw myself with it. I hugged the pillow and let my tears, along with my mascara flow on it.

how could he do that? why would he do that? did he think just because i was sleeping, he could go ahead and just kiss her?

i heard knocking on the door "laura!! open up" ross. does he seriously have the nerve to come and talk to me after what he just did?