Mr. Anonymous

Chapter 7

Umalis ako ng walang kibo...

Pagdating ko sa ground floor, nakita ko ang isang silid para sa mga organ donors.

Pumasok ako at nagtanong.

"Miss, dito po ba magdodonate ng organs or the other room?" tinanong ko yung nurse sa may counter

"Dito po tayo magreregister, magdodonate po ba kayo?" sagot niya

"Opo"

"Then please fill up these registration sheets"

"Thank you miss."

"May I.D po ba kayong dala?"

"Opo, 'eto po..." binigay ko naman ito kaagad sa kanya

"Sige po, maghintay po muna kayo dito"

Tumingin ako sa mga papel na ibinigay ng nurse at napaisip...

*Diyos ko... Sabi ko nga po na gagawin ko ang lahat para sa kanya. Bless me Lord for I so love this person that I can't afford to see her suffer. If this is my fate, then let it be. She is not worth the sufferings she is facing now. Let her live to see the world. Let her live to find and feel Love. For it is the sweetest thing anyone, any being, should have before death.

I, too, felt love... I wasn't just so lucky to be loved back by the person I seek it with.

Let her, my Lord.

For she is my strength and my life, She is my World.

Without her, I'll only be an empty box, of no use... POINTLESS... My life will be pointless.

I cannot afford to see her die, swollen and lonely.

Please allow her to see and experience what its like to be loved, for it is her only wish. The wish I thought I can fullfil. But it seems like I won't be able to grant her that wish.

Lord, please allow her to dance under the rain once more, for it is her favorite thing to do in the whole wide world. I would've danced with her, and it would have been the best thing that will ever happen in my life...

But its not the right thing to do...

Having thesame blood type with her must be the answer to my prayers now, Oh Lord.

And giving her my heart is the most rightful thing to do. Though, it wouldn't compare to the half of what she did.

She filled this heart of mine with love, and owns every piece of it.

I thank you Lord for letting me borrow Jane for 8 years, and letting me feel how blessed I am.

Thank you for letting the most beautiful and ever kind woman be the closest and dearest person in my life.

Thank you for letting me experience what its like to have Jane.

Please take good care of her Lord.

Huwag na huwag mo sanang pababayaan ang kuneho ko. Dahil kung gaano man siya ka kulet at katapang ganun rin yan kasarap magmahal.

Sana makahanap siya ng lalaking magmamahal sa kanya ng lubos at totoo.

At kahit masakit sa akin,

Sana magkatuluyan at magiging masaya sila habang buhay...

Amen

Akala ko simple lang ang iniisip ko.

Pero hindi, kasi alam ko'ng nagdadasal ako...

Alam ko'ng umaasa ako at may tiwala ako sa Diyos...

Dahil...

ngayon...

Ipinapaubaya ko na sa kanya ang pinakaimportanteng tao sa buhay ko.