This Is Us( A Linstead Story)

chapter 47-trouble sleeping

(Erins POV)
It is day one that jay isnt here, i kinda dont feel like keeping track of how many days i have until I see him again because its only gonna make time longer, but i need to know that he is coming home. He is the love of my life and if i lose him, i dont know if i would be able to keep myself under control. He was always the one to make sure i was okay and kept me controlled god forbid i crossed the line a little bit. I love jay halstead and will do anything for him to prove it!

(Jays POV)
Its day one without erin by myside. It feels.......cold, empty. I cant lose her! No matter how hard it is to watch time not fly when you are present, sucks cause all i ever want is to just be in my own actual bed with erin in my arms planning our vacation. Erin lindsay is the one for me. If i have to prove it to her i will. I will shout it from the roof tops! I am deeply in love with her. She has made me a better cop, she sees the best in everyone, she sees the best in me. She has taught me how to love someone so truley you dont wanna let them go. And if i ever lost her, i wouldnt be able to live with myself. I will put her first in my life then me. I care way to much for erin Lindsay to watch her get hurt. I love her with my heart and will fight so hard in this war to go home.

(Tyler heard a rinkle outside of there barraks)
T <"jay"

J <"what"?

T <"you up"

J <"now i am, why what do you need"?

T <"did you hear that"

J <"hear what"

T <"nothing, just go back to sleep"

J <"dont gotta tell me twice"(he jumped and turned around into a more comfortable position and went to bed but was interuppted again)

T <"jay"
(Jay jumped up but hit his head on the bed above him and got pissed)

J <"what the hell do you want from me"?

T <"you did hear that"

J <"man i dont know what your talking about,(he started fidiging with his comferter),but i am going to sleep. We have to be up early tomorrow"

T <"just listen"

J <"oh my gosh"
(Jay quitited down and listened but heard nothing)

J <"what exactly am i listening for"

T <"shhh"

J <"man this is ridiculous i cant believe....."(he was interuppted with the rinkleing of outside)

T <"you hear that"(he ask as he jumped off the bed)

J <"yeah, what the hell is that"(he asked getting out of his bed and getting changed but also trying not to wake up the other soilders in the barraks. They got pants on and walked to the door of the barraks and opened it walking outside. They didnt see anyone so they walked out further after they heard it again. They got close and when they finally spotted it, they screamed)

J+t <"henry"?

H <"oh, hey guys. What are you doing up"

J <"id like to ask you the same thing"

H <"i was just watching as the stars cross the sky"
(As he said this tyler walked over to him and sat down. Jay rolled his eyes and slapped tyler upon the head)

J <"thanks for this, waking me up for freakin stars. You realize i have a girl at home waiting for me and i am trying to sleep as much so i wont be tired to go to war and then go home to see the women of my dreams"

T <"i am sorry. Ps that freakin hurt"

J <"oops. I am going back to sleep. If you hear an actual rattleing then wake me up if you think its real but when you know someone from our team is outside dont bother"
(He walked into the barraks and went back to his bed, leaving henry and tyler outside looking at the stars)
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