This Is Us( A Linstead Story)

chapter 75-why?

There was a simple knock on the front door, so erin walked towards it with the water in her hand. She didn't bother looking in the peephole. She opened the door and gasped. The glass of water fell to the floor and scattered everywhere)
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E <"huuh"(the water fell, everything was in slow motion)

B <"hello sweety"

E <"mom"?

B <"you look like a mess, let me help you"(she stuck her hand out and almost touched erins hair, until erin slapped her hand away)

E <"DONT TOUCH ME"!(bunny snatched her hand away really quick)

B <"still the fiesty kid i raised"

E <"YOU DIDNT--(she started crying and shouting), YOU NEVER RAISED ME"

B <"er, "

E <"DONT call me that"

B <"honey, you need to relax"
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(Jays POV)
I can really get used to this...

E <"DONT TOUCH ME"!

J <"What"?(he rushed out of the bed and put on a pair of boxers, and ran to the front door. He stopped in his tracks when the vision came to life)

B <"honey stop over reacting, i was there"

E <"NO--(she coughed back at tears), no you werent, voight was"

B <"ugh voight this, voight that....that ass raised you as one of his own"

E <"im his daughter....."

J <"erin"(he walked up to her)

E <"you are the evil person the gave birth to me"

B <"okay"...

J <"erin what going on"?

B <"well hello, bunny"(she stuck her hand out, but jay didnt take it)

J <"jay"

B <"alrighty.... (she looked at erin), whos this"?

J <"her fiance"(he stepped closer and wrapped erin in his arms)

B <"you didnt hurt him yet sweetheart? Get ready....jay, thats your name, its coming and you wont see it"

J <"okat thats it...you need to leave"(he moved forward causing bunny to move back...jay shut the door in front of her face then turned around and saw that erin wasnt behind him)
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(Erins POV)
She cant be here, she ruins everything. But i dont want her ruining my marriage, or anything close to it with jay. I love him, i really do! And hearing her say that i dont love him, and im just gonna hurt him...it does sound like me, but i wont...i love him, i have never felt this way towards anyone...im getting married. He probably doesnt even want me anymore. I mine as well just leave)

(Erin went in the closet and pulled out a duffle bag. She then started pulling out her clothes from the dresser and throwing them into the bag while balling her eyes out)
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(Jays POV)
All i heard was her crying..i wish i could take the pain for her...but all i can do is be there for her right now.

(Jay walked into the bedroom and saw her packing her bag. He ran to the bed and started unpacking it)

J <"what are you doing"?

E <"leaving"

J <"why"?

E <"because, she was right. There is gonna be a day where i might hurt you, and,(she started crying even more), i cant live with myself if i did"

J <"er,"

E <"you got what you wanted,(she packed her bag and zippered it), you got sex, and now im leaving. To make it hurt less"

J <"erin, stop,(he pulled her by her arm and sat her down on the bed next to him),i love you. I would never use you for sex! And you aren't gonna hurt me, but if you do, we will talk it out...we are getting married, you cant listen to her. Shes just trying to get in your head"

E <"but what she said"(she cried harder)

J <"hey..it wasnt true"

E <"i love you, i really do. I wanna marry you, i wanna have a family..."

J <"hey"

E <"jay i do love you, i have never felt this way towards anyone, i love you so much...please,(she was sobbing at this point), please dont leave me"! (Hr lifted her chin and held it so she was looking at him in the eyes)

J <"im not leaving you...never"(he pulled her in for a hug and squeezed her tight)

E<"im so sorry"

J <"dont be okay..(he kissed her head , her forehead, her nose, then ber lips),i love you and thats all that matters, okay..i love you"

E <"i love you"(she smashed her lips against his, she cupped his face with one hand, and held on to him from his bicep. He moved his hands to her back and lifted the shirt over her head. He picked her up and placed her on the floor. She didn't have anything on under neath so it didnt take jay long to take his boxers off. He stood up and looked at her body....jay noticed how she seemed self consious so he stepped closer and touch her everywhere, making her gasp in some places. He lowered his mouth towards her ear)

J <"your beautiful.."(erin pulled away and smashed her lips against his. She pushed him on the bed, crawling ontop of him. She started trailing kisses down his body some causing him to groan. He pulled her up so he can kiss her. He violently flip them over so he was ontop and he had the full load of control! He entered, she gasped. She wrapped her arms around his neck as his mouth was kissing her neck. Her legs wrapped tight around his waist. He hands claiming her body. Erin was jays property only, no one elses. And to prove erin that she is bo one elses he shows it real good. He put pressure on the headboard causing more feeling into their bodies. She grabbed his face and pulled his face closer towards her)

E <"i love you"(she flipped them over and held on to the board. She started rocking her hips. Jay looked up and saw the pleasure in her eyes. God he loved her so much)

(Jays POV)
Holy shit, shes gorgeous

(Erin couldnt go any longer. They both finished at the same time, and just relaxed on with eachother. Erin crashed on jays body and just layed their, jay was holding her tight against his body)

E <"what do i do now"?(she asked out of breathe)

J <"what do you mean"?

E <"bunny being here...in chicago"

J <"thats your call, but i will be right by your side for what ever choice you make"(erin looked up and smiled)

E <"what did i do to deserve you"?

J <"same here"(erin gave him a kiss layed down ontop of him then closed her eyes. Jay ran his hand up and down her bare back, then felt goosebumps come up. He lifted his legs a pulled the comforter over them whicb caused erin to fall asleep in his arms)