March 22nd 2014

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Hi.....Havent written in ages sorry....it's been kinda rough and kinda better. Some days its fast and some days are slow. Guess which ones are the worst. 

I wrote a poem yeah...well actually it's one of Tupac Shakur's poems. I think that is how you spell his name, if not leave it in the comments thank you. But anyways! It's his poem but with some of the words changed to mine. We did this in English and I thought 'HEY! I wanna share it with my readers!" So...here it goes! :

Darkness (Tupac)

I exist in the depths of darkness

pondering light

Trying 2 find happiness and success

and still being myself

CONSTANTLY hiding

and caring what others think

Never carefree but sometimes letting go like a kid with a balloon

and thinking I don’t get out enough

Im young but feel like an old used couch

how can I be myself when I’m always getting pushed down in the depths of darkness when I’m trying to get out

This Darkness within me causes the opportunities 2 fly by and I just sit there as those who chase them forget me.

I hope you like it! It just flowed and people read it and think i'm weird so i mean...sure! aha! 

Okay now.....i dont know what's going on........like i have 

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i think....guys like staring at me ALL THE TIME!!! and when i look back they blush furiously then look away. LIKE WHO THE HELL IS PAYING YOU. One of them is just a deffo no sorry. He's too......like....he is really smart. dresses like he is in Elementary school and interrupts when youre talking. He has braces and bad acne which is actually acceptable because i mean who doesnt or havent had acne but still! YOU KNOW THEY SELL STUFF TO HELP THAT. Sorry omfg im so mean but anyways sometimes i get to thinking......if he fixed his hair and cut it nicely...dressed in some skinny jeans and a plain v-neck or regular t-shirt with some vans or converse. Got his braces off and the acne solved. HE WOULD BE NOT BAD! OMFG this guy is extremely skinny too holy shit like if you saw him at P.E. with his shorts his legs are even legs but bones in a skin bag. SORRY FOR THE VISUAL LOL. But it's true. 

Dang.....that was long it seemed. WHO BOUGHT THE 5SOS EP!? IT'S BLOODY AMAZEBALLS OMFG! Disconnected is one of my faves ever!!!! What's yours? 

YOU GUYS ARE SILENT READERS LIKE COMMENT!! CMONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN Its driving me mad, I would really like to continue only if I know you guys are actually real and not ghost readers, because that would really suck ass. 

MY OMLETTE IS READY I WILL TRY TO WRITE MORE AND THAT FANFIC IS BEING WRITTEN BUT IN LONG CHAPTERS SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT! 

Stay Snazzy ;D

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