Dec. 28 2013 Let's talk about suicide notes for a second. I mean I have tried to kill myself once or twice….okay I have done it twice but thought about doing it for reals 3 times. i'm not here to talk about what or who stopped me because I don't wanna say it. First of all, why leave a suicide note? Make everyone feel bad. Pity you and some people don't want that because I mean you left for a reason. For a good reason that might seem good to you but to others it's plain stupid. If I were to commit suicide again. I wouldn't leave a note. Fuck that. i would just go because I mean thats what I want to do. Leave. To make someone's life easier. Even if I were to die what if when I die, my thought back in October would happen? I'm not going to talk about that and open that thought again. No thank you. I'm just saying why leave a note when all you want to do is die because…no one cares….no loves you…too much stress. someone wants you to die….I mean I don't know why I even started to write this.
