Dec. 30 2013
I hate it when people say "People who commit suicide are stupid." No they are not! IF they are something they are Brave! Brave is the right word! Strong too. They put up with bullshit like no else! They had the capability to not fight back. I would rather stand there like an idiot than cause even more trouble and fight back! So if you think that the people who cut or committed suicide are stupid. I hope someone can punch the fucking living crap out of you. I know that last sentence was some what like a hypocrite but seriously. It's true. No one deserves all that pressure to have them think the only thing left, is death. Okay go on Youtube. search "Video of girl before she commit suicide' click on one that has a girl on the edge of a brick building with fire escape staircases or whatever. Look at when she lunged herself out. Before that man (who I really wanna thank for saving her life) pulled her back. Suicide is something you shouldn't regret. I sure as hell don't regret trying. It makes you think of all the little things. It makes you believe that wow….I have courage, strength, bravery to do this. People who have led me to this don't. they are weak. Unhappy because they wish to be me. That's the only reason, they are jealous of something. Beauty? Talent? Your body? Okay now let's talk about body wise. I, for one, do not have a nice body. No thigh gap, my thighs are best friends, happily married, they don't need a divorce, they walk happily together side by side. My collar bones. They don't need to be sticking out. Visible of their shape and the only thing covering is skin. They are inside your body for a reason. Everyone is beautiful. And i don't want comments about " this is so cheesy, blah blah" Shut up. Just stop reading and go then. For the people who stayed…..thank you. Anyways. God made you this way for a reason. You need to find it. We are all here for a reason. To add pieces to this story. The story the entire world is making a story , the story tells itself, when you are gone, your piece stays there forever and connects that bridge or puzzle to add more, more people. More stories. Hey, yeah you reading this, we need you because if you weren't here, the story would fade, everyone wants a good ending right?
