Being slightly bigger than other girls is hard. Being fat as you may be thinking is hard. You cant fit into a size 1 or 0 like other girls and it sucks ass.
"Everyone is beautiful in there own way"
Yeah sure. Then why do people still judge when you walk into Holister or Aerocrombie&Fitch. Like I want to walk in with my friend because SHE is buying something but I still get looked at like I don't belong and i just want to push their head to a different direction away from me.
What I hate the most is that the most cutest clothes are in stores that are too expensive OR they don't have your size. Aerocrombie&Fitch mostly but still!
It sucks so bad! And i want to tell myself "JO STOP EATING FOR LIKE ONE DAY GEEZ!" but its so hard, I try so hard and sometimes I break and I find myself eating a peice of cake. i just want to rip out my heart and die because I have gave up. I have cake next to me and I just want to throw it on the ground and go drown myself.
Stay Snazzy
